Princess Jazilyn II

o5 o2 12

2012-02-05T23:08:00.002+08:00

long time no post in blog, so lazy now got the feeling of posting something. I don't know why my parents started to tie me again from going out with church friends and own friends, I don't know what are their minds thinking...I know they cares about me, but they can't always make me stayed home everyday and felt alone. Nobody talks to me at home, I'm all alone at home doing nothing but newspapers. If continuing like this, I think my Depression Emotion Symptoms will act up like last October.

I really need to get out of the house to refresh myself, look around everything that I wanted to do for so long. Yet, the barriers makes me can't do whatever things I'm aiming for. I am young adult already, why??...I really don't want to die alone at home, at least I can have fun with friends, whichever friends it is. Seems I don't really enjoy anything at all, mama kept calling...and I don't even have the mood to enjoy the activities that I'm doing all these while.

I'm not happy at all in my heart, and kept having negative thought all over my mind. I think I will die faster this way than cutting myself in a slower death. I really hate the feeling when people can have fun, but I can't. It's so forever alone that kind of feeling. And, I'm single for nearly 3 years. I can't remember, never mind. And, I had only finger countable guy friends in church, mostly girls. I was thinking, I had more friends so what? I feel like no friends at all it seems....

I know there's people caring around me, but I just felt too empty about it and self-consciousness. I really really felt super empty in my friends circles. But my aim is to know more about my friends and can hang out with them after church or something. I guess it will not happen everytime??...I really enjoy the times with them and not alone. I can't do everything alone to my own.

I might as die than having this kind of lacking-of-hanging-out-with-friends emptiness. It just sucks, okay? I know what I am doing, I am not blur until I don't get what I am doing, seriously? I AM NOT HAPPY :(((((

o5 o2 12 Sunday 11:o7pm Mood: EMPTY.

o4 o6 11

2011-06-04T15:47:00.001+08:00

long time never post anything here...so busy and forgets everything that I still had 2 blogs and just accepted a comment for my food blog...although my food blog don't earn any money but I don't care, I just do it for my own sake of interest. Since been a long time I last blog I don't even know when I stopped blogging...and I had endless photos that are not uploaded to neither my food blog or facebook...

oh crap.

never mind...people changes, really. I mean why think so much about it?? I can't believer there's still flirts out there doing the same shit everytime like cheating feelings, had another person behind their back whatsoever. I mean, if you love a person, don't ever cheat on them. They are humans, not TOYS...seriously bunch of shits. tomorrow damn happy, going east coast park with the cell group as outing. After which, going to buy fruits for mama, monday for offerings. Life really gets more boring and boring.

I don't know why.

Last time I ever wish that the holiday will be forever. But, after graduating, I am like crap. No school, more bored. And I miss school freaking hell much. Last time, I hate school a lot just for the sake of passing, but now, I know. School is for good. I get to read more things and guess what? My chinese language dropped to the worst!...yeah yeah I know I got A for my Mandarin. But I've got too much communications in English, that's why my chinese dropped. And I have to think before I ever speak.

Hell yeah. I smell Rice dumplings.

I had feelings that a person that makes me loose friends or whatever trying to cut me off contact and talk to those friends I used to talk to...I don't know why that person did it...seriously, get a life. There will be no benefits trying to bribe them with something that is not real at all...stupid. I don't care much. I like to do what I want. No matter how the person trying to bribe those people, it's useless anyway. So I hope the person would just shut the gaps of that awful mouth.

grrr...

I think I should stop here. Nothing much for me to post anything, because I am damn bored.

Goodbye!

Saturday, o4 o6 11, 15:46pm, mood: sian to the maximum!!!

26 o2 11

2011-02-26T20:24:00.001+08:00

hello long time no blog

so busy now a days

helping out parents

cuz they're not feeling good

mom still the same but at least she

had more appetite and ease some pains

dad still doing good

just that he was finding things to do

for the 2 weeks MC at least he do something at home

for me I also got sick and struck by asthma that

didn't attack for very long time but it struck me

after I got home from wet market with papa

cuz of the smokings and smells of fishes

and rubbish chute and crowds too

I don't know what to do

had water and rested...

it was a nightmare...

seriously

I thinking of making a big make over

over my hair like some punkster

or something like that

I think it is cool

haha

I don't know how people sees me

I don't care as long as I'm feeling good

I am totally okay with it

seriously!

I don't know why I like a person

but I can't get the person?

I don't know how that person feels

about me but I really like this person

previously I had a person I really can

die because of this person

this person making crazily over this person

but something goes wrong because of a

arsh b**** dodgebag make a big fuss over

both of us I really hate it

I almost gonna kill that dodgebag

but this dodgebag were too much

caring over too much over my privacy

seriously, I'm a GIRL...what more

do this dodgebag whats to know

whatever

I getting older and I don't want

to get too much over this dodgebag

and a relationship of friends that can't

get closer more I do love this person

but I shan't not think that much though

I don't know

browsing through facebook and twitter

more and more of my friends are either ROM-ed

or married envies them a lot of who they loved the most

I know what I wanted but this

society was wayyy too restricted

about what people trying to get their

goals but the society doesn't allow them

to pursue their dreams

I mean this society is too reality

I can't accept the facts

i mean REALLY!

I doesn't want to born in REALITY

all I want is to born in fairy tales and

non reality that makes people thinks

what they are who they was or what

kind of shyt they thinks

the devil really thinks he is good

but hey, God is bigger and gigantic

as the mountains and the sea

He is everything, really

I'm not kidding guys.

If you really believe in ONE God

He is really your Savior and Everlasting One

If He is not in this world

he couldn't even create His Creation

He IS the Creator He GIVES the living ones

live, waters, trees, everything

but people just can't satisfy

of what He given all of us

i don't believe in such things as idols created

human beings or whatsoever

I mean only GOD can

NOBODY can except for GOD

I repeat GOD alone can do all things

even miracles like healing

breaking curses

breaks of sickness

whatever is bad He will castes

out everything that the devil did

I mean guys, really think about it

I'm not forcing or anything

is your own opinion your thoughts

what you want and what you really need

think think~

26 o2 11 saturday 8:22pm mood: sick

11 1o 1o

2010-10-11T10:02:00.001+08:00

hi people!...sorry for not blogging for a long period of time...had been going to hospital for blood test and some personal things happen to me ...I had overcome any circumstances...for not being too worried about my sickness...I hope it was alright....thanks my beloved family who prayed for me as the crucial time during that day...had 5 days of pills and got to wait to come...it's not very effective as in fast after 5 pills...

Found this verse from Exodus 23:25 - Worship the LORD your God, and his blessing will be on your food and water. I will take away sickness from among you. This passage makes sense too -Heal the sick - a Christian perspective

When Jesus sends out the twelve, he tells them to heal the sick and raise the dead, to cleanse the lepers and drive out demons. Since they have received freely they should turn around and give freely.

Through prayer to God, we CAN BE HEALED. That's why I believe in prayer so that I can be healed through Him. Its somehow a spiritual bondage in me that I had been sick all along. Through Him, nothing is impossible. Because Christ died for our sins and bless us, we cannot take Him for granted.

What can He do for you today? Anything that troubles you, PRAY! Tell Him your troubles. You'll have peace in your heart and live a joyful life!

Monday, 09:56am, 11 Oct 10, mood: sian....flu -.-

21 o9 1o

2010-09-21T15:01:00.000+08:00

hello!! it's been a long time i post here...last week I had a wonderful celebration with my friends and family and cell family. although it was close to midnight but I am very grateful and happy that they came...and received presents from them I'm happy too...thanks! really appreciated a lot. Didn't really attend service for quite a long time...

like as if i didn't attend for 1 year or something like last time...and I skipped a lot of sermons that I used to post on facebook notes section. I promise i will go this week! Promise!!...then I was very happy that i went to ALIVE Gallery for the first time although not very enjoyable as I am afraid that the cave bulls will come out and run around the walls because of the background music of the cave.

Then it was a great one...like drawings of leonardo da vinci and more on God creates Man and Jesus before crucifixion and after death and world of gods. I was laughing hard because of the Last Supper. heehee....I was crazy laughing over it. Not to forget, Mona Lisa! HHAHAHA...there's only 6 questions. But must speak aloud in order to let "Mona Lisa" answers our questions.

Then the branded names that includes Nike, Hermes, Venus other one I forgot who isit...hahas...It was in 3D...nice one. I didn't get to play WWW like everytime I goes there for chalet. It's only my 2nd time staying at Pasir Ris chalets. Then our room door could see Water playground was so nice. But didn't get to play :(....

I hope next time I will get to play there like the river...I like there seriously. I don't know where would be my 21st held at?...must do research next year hahah...(Saw people throwing craps to the ground floor)...I like Aranda instead of Costa Sands...because there's much more space in Aranda rather than costa sands that quite a small space I used to stay at sentosa and Pasir Ris.

During BBQ, I thought my food not gonna taste nice as I never tried the wings myself. But I'm proud of it because majority said it was nice. Of course I'm happy about it. But all the way I felt emo...I don't know why since after I came out from the ALIVE Gallery. I'm such a weirdo. The whole day today I was doing my comprehension about "Titanic"....I was not very interested but have to do it....I wish that exams they allow us to use dictionary.

But the part I hated the most is Summary. It's cracking my head to death. I don't like to flip and flip and flip the page to summarize the passage. -_-....it's driving me crazy seriously. Then tomorrow then I do that crap out, then start my questionnaire and letter writing. The assessment is "Pass With Distinction English Language" I think of whoever revise this assessment will pass with distinction. I don't know then. hahah....

I think I going to stop here going to have outing with mama and bro then after which, dinner will be having bak kut teh at opposite Central shopping mall. Goodbyes!

Jazilyn .

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2010-09-11T11:25:00.001+08:00

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18 o7 1o

2010-07-18T11:38:00.001+08:00

hi ppl sorry for not blogging that long....had been busy working lyk siao lyk tat...zzz...ok seriously, i had consider some one in mind. but commonly between us is shyness. and ytd congre is about R.E.A.L romance it's true tat before going on a relationship, first step is casual friendship then to exploratory friendship, dating relationship these 3 are open close tat is marriage. and tat issues are reali talking about my past and now. so now i just nid to wait for the one... as they said most of the time just wait. haha...

ytd while i went in to the auditorium, i find my mummy said i was going home. then i was waiting for her to pray finish for the 2 girls whom i don't know them at all...then we both chatted and she send me to near 7-11 then she asked me whether i had anyone i like. in the first place i said no because there's none in mind...blank. then she asked whether I am considering some one else. I said i might consider. then she said he is a nice guy lor. then i said but we rarely talked to each other except asking someting at work. sh said both of us are shy yeah it's true. then those things were said in congre reali puts in my life now. but i am not very sure whether he is the one i'm looking for?

although im still young, but i am looking for the one and slowly looking for a husband :D....okok i knw tats lame but it reali takes steps to go in a relationship by being friends to slowly attached as a couple. hmmm i shall wait till the time is right and God plans too.

ok i'll stop here see when I free I blog again byeee!!

18 o7 1o sunday 11:37am mood: ahhhhhhhh!!!

27 o5 1o

2010-05-27T17:02:00.001+08:00

hi ppl sorry for not blogging...had been busy for food blog and working for the first time ytd hehe...i dun knw wads is going on for my 2nd job though but im quite happy abt this job...just very simple..and reasonable pay too...well i dunno hw long i will hang in there..but im sure im gonna reach my target on working as long as possible. and flexible time too...haha...hmm....im still not very happy with gays luh!...son-of-a-bitch!...i didnt knw this asshole as he's my fren fren...and firstly din knw he was actually a gay guy...bitchy wall posts...wad the hell...breaking girls and guys a part?! wad a joke lor...is he expecting all the girls in here are sluts?...he is a bloody cb slut instead. girls aren't sluts and bitches. gay guys are!...seriously...damn...juz because im hating gay guys are cutting off who they think is eyesore about. and breaking up others friendship. BITCH GAYS!...last time, i used to lyking gays but now THEY ARE SUCH A BITCHY SLUTTY ASSHOLE TO FCUK ON...saying girls are bitch who the hell girls not happy about, right?...if this world doesn't have gays probably they can fcuk girls and have babies...so nobdy could complain about it...

i suspecting the sec sch of my fren inside are gays...not even a single straights...i dunno wad the heck the teachers there teaching gay sex?!...omg I can't imagine that...having a girl isn't tat bad though...its juz a stupid way of avoiding marriage?...the parents sure kp-ing why their son became a gay even the dad is not a bloody hell gay...wad's so gd about being gay? juz fcuking on the asshole of another gay...might as well do with a girl more satisfying...dumbo!...and most funniest joke i ever heard from my gd fren tat she asked her stupid good-for-nothing gay bf to do it with her, guess wad his answer is? he wanna do with tat fren of mine tat he STOLE IT AWAY FROM ME! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH....WHAT A JOKE MAN!....most funniest joke i ever heard form my life hahahahhahahahhahahahahha soooooooooooo funny....he tinks doing it with a guy is the same feeling as the girls Virgina? stupid sia!....an asshole is just for shitting!...STUPID GAY! DUNNO DUN ANYHOW LOR! NO COMMON SENSE!....go to hell....

if he is dead in this world, i wun even have problems by GAY STEALING AWAY MY CLOSEST FRIENDS!...and he saying those things tats nt even true. and he could say all sorts of filthy things lyk bathing and sleeping tgt LOUDLY in the bus for others to hear cuz he thinks tat it is very HONORABLE AND PROUD to say! please, he is juz a spoiltly spoilt brat wad he could knw? NOTHING! NOTHING AT ALL!....he is juz plenty dumb acting as he is "mature" and "clever" he is juz not in reality, he juz in his fantasies...full of violence, fairy-tales and gay...tats all wad he knws....still dare to challenge with me the lao da! he nvr taste the hard of me ...he sure die...although i was planning to ask other ppl to whack his face lyk shit and g to my fren hse to say it to his mom abt tat gay guy who is seducing him and having sex with him....tat gay guy cant do anything to me since i lodge a report on him asking an unknown person to seek my account wad i've wrote in fb...i still wanna file tat case to court. it's depends on i wan to do it a not.

ok i'll stop here see when free i post again bye!

27 o5 1o thursday 5:o1pm mood: sleepy...

25 o4 1o

2010-04-25T13:43:00.001+08:00

hi ppl...nowadays kinda sick and recently fainted mayb bcuz i have allergy to dairy lactose...i drank b4 i wen to slp and woke up wen to the bathroom and fainted lyk this and i dunn where the hell i knock until my arms blue black and both shoulders are greatly in pain...yet im still doing lyk fixing dinner after the faint and ytd wen for tuition and service lor...lyk chiong all the way thruout ytd...and had a very great service on healing. First to heal ur body, soul then spirit. pastor use a stand light as a illustration and how Jesus rise frm the tomb. after which, i prayed for the healing of my shoulders and badly bruise hurting arm...hope in the name of Jesus I will be healed!...

then ytd ard 10:20 then leave the auditorium. talked abit with shenjuan and jina. after dinner with charis and ziyan. while sending ziyan back to mrt talked a lot heh...then after reaching mrt for ziyan me n charis wen bck to church. while on the way, me n charis chatted too and she tickles me...LOL..haha...then at first i dun get a seat then finally there is...heh...then yeah...i still deciding whether i wanna lead a cell a not..haix...its hard bcuz its hard to find pre-believers of ard my frens. fearful for rejections.

then all these nights had been praying for my success appeal for clementi i believe i can get in and God too. As wad pastor said "God always must be the First before anything" it's a very good sentence that touches my heart =D...then while i sniffing my shoulders was sharply in pain too...ouch...and i still waiting for the teens idol camp whether its for 18 n above or below...if its below i dun nid to go...but i hope its for 18 n above so i get to go to have more encounter with God and quiet time too.

I wanna thanks benedict for praying for me as well as my leader for prayer of healing. greatly appreciated. then wen out along with jennifer, shenjuan they all then saw lots of roaches. then yvonne said "omg those roaches having cell grp!" hahah so funny...then reached the stairs of overhead bridge said gdbye to shenjuan and gave each other hugs...heh!...then mom fetched me after reaching hse bus stop. then wen to buy my dinner+supper at mac...then wen home on comp chatted with jeremy asked whether he knws my ex red cross fren he said no then i was confused. then nvm chatted some other things...

then mummy chatted with me a while on9 and prayed for me. chatted a while too then type the sermons in fb until i finished my supper at 12.30...then watched videos and watch over my games replying comments washed hands off comp then i wen to bed to read ELLE magazine. chio sia their fashions but prices oso very chio. heh...wen i reali get to work then i will get. =p...then ytd at charmaine's cell grp we played banana without skins then speed walk one round ard the church building then manfred, dan and dion they all throw the bananas ard then lyk so dirty banana ...

then balloon game tat hold the balloon with ur body cannt drop. then me n ziyan wen toilet to wash our hands then i wen to pee then wash hands again then go bck they started to play. then me n ziyan was infront of them so hilarious!...haha...then after tat was with dalston's grp then shared abt greatest fears in life. me n dalston only one thing is common family lose. then my studies too...thanks for praying too. =D...then after tat prayed for ziyan for her studies and studies lor...HAHAHAHAH...

then dinner she had chicken rice and i had carrot cake for only $2 ! then din drink water from home till 10 plus lor...nxt week no tuition then will go for service lor. but im alone. grr..but nvm have frens ard =)...hope i wun get bored luh!...heh...hope tat my mom will give me money to get a check up for tmr...to see wad exactly wrong with me...hmm...friday i believe God and myself that I CAN GET IN!!...haha...ok i gotta stop here see u ard people!

25 o4 1o sunday 01:41pm mood: get in get in get in get in....In The Name Of Jesus I CAN GET IN TO CLEMENTI ITE..!!

13 o4 1o

2010-04-13T20:07:00.001+08:00

hi ppl....kinda long time nvr blog cuz im bz and searching for job luh nw only hope is giordano lor...hope they accept me even they say there's no retail experience required...morning called then book appointment on friday 2.30pm after their lunchtime...then papa will accompany me...and as well get my mama's mobile fone to exchange with papa as papa fone was a bit smth wrong then get a iNQ wifi fone for $0 wth $30 takashimaya voucher....and the plan is the same as jere $15/mth...can save more then...heee...

then if tmr my result is SUCCESSFUL, my papa will treat me swensen's as a reward of passing my appeal....pray hard tonite...yeah!...hee...always trust God...=)...and hope can ask papa for $200 for june and dec as june i nid to get E63 my fone oso a bit smth wrong...=/...although there's no autofocus but gt wifi simply love the fone so much lar!!...black color de...hee...i tink i got nth much to post ler see wen free i post agn bye ppl!

13 o4 1o tuesday 8:o5pm mood: fire!!!

ANGER:

nbcb, u tink who u are? threating me gt use ar...please lar hw old are u oreadi

still lyk kid lyk tat being so stubborn and dumb...who r u to spoil my frenships.

tink carefully asshole. you are NOTHING in my eyes, u're juz a spoilt brat shitty

person i ever seen in my life. u bloody fcked my life!

u lyk to see ppl get angry u get happier rite? u're such a PAIN!

get out of my life and jere life u're not fit to be our fren

disgusting bisexual gay horny bastard..

u're better-off dead!

shit ur life

wad kind of parents are teaching u to b a gay?

dun b silly u're juz b disgusted to j

u tink he likes u?

the answer is NO NEVER! understand?

bloody hell..better get off or else u will never have a gd life!

ASSHOLE BASTARD GAY!

31 o3 1o

2010-03-31T23:10:00.001+08:00

hi...long time nvr blog lerhs...i'm kinda super duper disappointed with sometings luhs...firstly, i was being hurt once again by tat stupid homo...guess wad?...he asked jere for some explicit things lyk can touch his dick a nt lor lyk wad the...tats wad jere told me...and one stupid mushy msg..."i miss you deeply" f*** luhs....PLEASE LAR SAY THAT TO UR OWN GIRLFRIEND LAR SAY THAT TO A STRAIGHT GUY FOR WAD STUPID BISEXUAL STUPID SHYT....

was on the fone with darran....talking abt tat asshole....haix i really dunno wad to do lor...stop here for the day...

31 o3 1o wednesday 11:o9pm mood: fcuked up

18 o3 1o

2010-03-18T21:07:00.001+08:00

hi ppl...posting agn maybe for today....cuz tmr i have to pack up my stuffs for the KL trip with dear and that guy...then today dear went to his hse to help him pack... pathetic hor?...so old liao still ask ppl to help him pack i tink ns he ask his mom or gfriend to pack for him...not independent enough sia...

then after tat the whole afternoon was washing tons of clothes, 4 tbs bags and super duper uttery heavy bedsheets, cover and pillow covers and blankie..haha...then ironing my tbs bags until i wanna slp cuz very tired...then after ironing fb replies a while then prepare for dinner lor...then after tat super tired then put the new bedsheets and pillow covers...then din get to rest lor...boring..

then now nth much lor chatting with dear...ytd went out with mummy dinner settled at swensen's get to have my favorite pesto salmon saute $15.90 then mummy had mega beef burger...quite nice the meat patty was aww not bad...hahah the mushrooms were power!...damn juicy can?...LOLOL then after tat wen to carrefour to buy swimming cap and norton anti-virus...or nt my comp will die...

then went to deposit b4 leaving the place then chatted ...tats for the day...haha...then after today is 2 days for the trip...hope can spend more time with dear but not tat stupid ass guy...haha...3 days..hahas...hope it wld b a enjoyable quarrel-free trip..=) gotta stop here....see when free then post agn...byebye!

18 o3 1o thursday 9:o6pm mood: tired!!

14 o3 1o

2010-03-14T09:18:00.001+08:00

ytd was a damn f***ed up saturday....juz bcuz a stupid ass broke my heart once again...even scolded him on the bus when going to northpoint for a stupid dinner...everything was so stupid...stupid stupid stupid....make my dear angry only...

not i was trying to say he is bad or wad lar...juz tat is so freaked out and angry...until my gfriend was crying lyk mad dear was angry with him very angrily...then lyk dunno hw to say lar...juz being very stupid only lor

wad the hell expecting him to told dear dun talk to me...who the hell he have no rights to say tat lor....blocking my dear's freedom juz nt talking to me?...stupid siol...then was freaking angry wen i reached home and dear told me abt it...i was letting out my frustrations at the chat with dear lor...

then he was angry too bcuz tat guy slapped my gfriend....lyk WTF?!....in public ok...tats the most utterly embarrassment EVER ok....and its so painful...and lyk gfriend went to the toilet i went with her then i din knw she was torturing herself with her own fingernails...sadded to the extreme can?!...

then kept comforting her so and so...then at popular she is freaking sad but trying to make me happy...but i asked her nt to cry again then i cried...then she cried too...then dear asked y am i crying i said she cry i osos cry wad can he expect?...then dear mood changes after i've cried...

then went nearby kopitiam to eat a bit....so gfriend and me ordered drink first she had chrysanthemum tea and i had ice milo...then after which ordered some dim sum to eat which 3 different dim sum costs us 5 bucks only.....then ordered siew mai, har gau and ribs...then i ate very little....then i was being forced to eat ribs tat is the last one...i ate bones...

then after tat was feeling of eating ice cream but in the end ordered ala-carte lor....ordered baked mussels (i rated 8.5 star) and gfriend's clam chowder...then i billed the 2nd time as b4 tat after going to dar hse to booking the hotels and transport wen pastamania for lunch...haha...firstly i used nets bcuz i dunno y pastamania dun use visa in the first place...then used nets instead...then at swensens paid by mastercard lor...

then during ssc brought a sunglasses, 2 sleeveless tops for lyk one of them costs $5 and another one was $10. haha...the sunglasses costs me $12.95..i tink...cuz the shorts dun have my size 14euro+14US...and even it have the color is red...a bit attract attention lyk tat so nvr buy...

then at northpoint after had food at kopitiam then went bck to northpoint lor...then gfriend and his bf played DDR...then me n dear was standing behind...watching...then after tat walk walk lor...then went tbs dear followed too lucky he nvr buy the things...tat time he spend lyk 50 bucks during the warehouse sales...

then i only bought the filer and buffer...then the filer is new one...previously was the old one...then after tat sort of 3 of them accompanied me to wait for bus...then dear helped me take my cotton on super big paper bag -.- all the way thru my bus arrived...so sweet of him right....hahah...no wonder he is my dear...hee...

then my papa so funny he called dear's fone cuz my fone gone almost low batt so nvr on lor...then at least he called my mama to listen....or nt dear think tat one was his brother..hahah...saw his younger bro ytd...so skinny...but nt very lar..hahahha...then at swensen dear ji siao his sec sch fren...then he took the guy's number...probably interested in him...hahah....but the thing is he said he lyked my dear i was broke and hurt lyk a sharp knife stabbing...freaking hurt can...

then reached home sibeh hungry so make a bowl of rice noodles to fill...but nt very full...then talked to dear ard 2am then to bed lor...then dear promised me to protect each other and must die die talk to me...i wished can hold hand once again lar...ytd play the sound volume dear touched my hands...aww...hahahhathen he go on very loud...then he oso gt soften the volume lar..hahaha funny...

ok i'll shall stopped here....this week is so called very busy as for interview, watching alice in wonderland(maybe) with mummy and packing...hahaha...

14 o3 1o sunday o9:15am mood: sucks

12 o3 1o

2010-03-12T23:52:00.001+08:00

BORED....dun know wad to do...just tmr going jere hse to do transport and hotel bookings....then after tat lunch at pastamania...hope tmr i wun get interfered by anyone...thats the only time i can spend...nxt week going out with mummy probably she wld let me knw on monday she wanted to watch alice in wonderland...told her meeting at wednesday...is lyk 3 days b4 going to KL with jere n son...

now i am still wondering why my gfriend can tolerate him for so long....and she juz cant b bothered but in her heart she was broken, sad and lost emotions...juz tat she dun wan to show face 2 face but i can feel it...she was a brave girl i ever encountered....but hope she dun get overly emo lor...hope she get alrite...

haix...then today interviewed at prudential then haha nt very interested....so after tat went aston to have lunch lor...had medium rare steak, root beer and mushroom soup...then after tat wen to ps to deposit money....pok until very jialat seh...then while walking ard gt this company so called call me 3 times....and is the same person...hahha

then they arrange an interview on monday 4pm at keppel tower....then their pay for full-time is 1,200 - ard 1,400?....quite a gd pay haha....more than my previous job....so if i get the job then earn some money then jiejie had given me info for degree and diploma courses in SIM....i had the interest of going in to study if i pass my O lvl english....

so had planned to go for saturday classes at clementi ITE for O lvl revision ...for english...then i reali dun wan to fail my english i wan to pass...die die muz go for the class..!! then i still waiting for my papa to sponsor me to study and paying the $290 for the revision for mayb 20 weeks....i am very interested....hahahah

I am mad abt going for exams and classes to upgrade myself...hahaha...hope my work the training for 2 weeks i can get a hand of it lyk they say "data entry, copy paste" key in particulars all tat...hahah...mayb they want me cuz i have the office basics?...hmmm kinda funny..hahha ok i'll stop here lerhs...tmr muz go out early to meet yx and go tgt to jere hse...heee...then as well pass him things...HAHAHHAHA....see wen i free i blog agn..,byee....tired -.-

12 o3 1o friday 11:49pm mood: tired...miss him loads loads hope to spend more time with him...and thanks for his blessing for my english paper!

o3 o3 1o

2010-03-03T20:18:00.001+08:00

hi people....long time nvr post anything....had been busy scheduling and holiday plannings....kinda tink hard stuffs ....so yeah...nth much happen juz recovering from my stupid gastric pains and as well monthly periods...=/...kind torturing and so called suffering tat much...haha...juz get a letter then a screen protector...hahas...tat i ordered at ebay...hahas...then nw waiting for takashimaya card....then din reali go activate my Go! mastercard cuz i forgotten my debit credit card number so yea...then went bank to deposit cuz of the machine cannt deposit...then after tat went TBS to buy day cream cuz of the $5 facial wash...so yea boguht 3 facial wash cuz going to finish...then day cream can keep hahahahs....then after tat wen coffee bean to have so call lunch...had chicken n mushroom...then coffee then b4 going home, bought a chicago cheese cake for 5.80...hahas...so got to saved ard 18 bucks bah...then went home...then sort the letters then chop chop then calculate hw much i spent today...then wen internet banking to transfer half of my money to another bank...212.90 once i was lyk nth better to do transfer 10cents to my another account...then 14 bucks...hahas...then watch music videos and "cooking with dog" haha funny...then yea...then search for my passport and my pasta mania voucher...ahas then blessed i found both one at my bro's and one is my room hahash...then kept the place tat i can see...hahahs...then cook then ytd went to civic center at woodlands to resignature my card then as well my darling want to terminate her insurance plan...then went mac ate lunch then saw a woman plump then her dressing was terrible...can seen her "tv" white color its not i wan see is so freaking obvious can....wtf...then she bbought tau huay to eat sitting alone and no guys were looking at her...so me n darling was laughing so hard...hahah..then went to causeway point to window shop...then went TBS to buy blueberry body butter for my future bf hahaha....then as well buy the travel bag with empty bottles for shower gel, hair, conditioner 80ml and cream bottle...and probably i will put the cream bottle for conditioner...but worried tat nt enough -.-....then went to SSC then went cotton on to buy spaghetti top and flip flop as my flip flop lyk melting agn...and the middle was going to break....then went daiso to buy some things there...then paid then pack our bag then wen to take shuttle bus bck to sembawang...then took train bck to woodlands then meet son then they had dinner at mac but at causeway point...then i had ice cream cone...then went galare had waffle ice cream nice nice but a bit of the ice cream drip at my chest and its damn cold...then i wipe it off...then darling went wastson buy masks to somehow dulling her pimples...then popluar in the first place in the afternoon she bought some horoscope love story books...i din buy cuz i had a street food directory...then talk abt somethings...tat is quite weird as in 50% of my future bf is my son 50% is mine...i dun reali knw why...so nvr bothers much then darling msg me said she was heartbroken and sad agn then tried to confront her as i was searching for my mp3 cover in the bus then i was waiting for the stupid cina guy to go off then i took my cover i tot it was lost completely but i've been blessed if nt i will cry lyk mad okies...then reached bus stop at probably 9 plus...then darlings' workplace the in-charge asked whether i was with darling i said yah...went out with her yea...then walked home...9.30...then quite tiring...so yea...changed then on comp then chat then son ask to call for choosing his bckground music for his project on he travel news so had chosen for him and he forgotten his ib user...aww hw sad...then after tat chat with future bf lor...ard 1 plus then he said he wants to charge his new batt so he slp first lor then i watch gao xiao xing dong until 2 plus...then slp...then today wake up lyk so blur...-.-...on had late breakfast then afternoon then bathe went out...then darling called and complain saying tat her workplace the guy keep playing with his laptop even go fb...wahhh then she is freaking bored and she had to read her books at mac cuz the guy was hooking the place at the cashier...then yah lor...then tmr is her last day of work then fri acc her go sch to reg then as well i wanted to ask for appeal for Hnitec admin....i hope i can lor...i reali wan to go admin ever since...then zy oso will meet as to watch movie...hahas...then yeah...my hands is stained with ink...-.-...ahahhas...then still gt appointment with huimin grace and mummy nvr seen them for a long time...haha but muz b4 21st march as i am out of sg with my future bf n son to KL...hhahah first time so probably by 19 or even earlier to book hotels and buy tickets...so nw book tickets for the movie as nid to ask zy for the timing...hahas...then the venue will b at ms lor...then mayb get some food or smth lyk tat the movie...hopefully the movie will b nice....will watch "being human" hahas...ok then i'll sotp here see wen i free i blog agn do click on my facebook for pictures...=)

o3 o3 1o wednesday o8:17pm mood: mood swings...

27 o1 1o

2010-01-27T02:11:00.001+08:00

hi ppl....hahah midnite writing blog cuz nvr touched blog for a few weeks....hahaH...friday to sunday will b at bukit timah salvation army for encounter weekend for campus...gonna b Spiritually faithful! hee....then fri meeting ah ma and adrian?...i was shocked when i saw adrian's name on the msg...to arrange meeting to the place LOLS....

then i still nt sure wad to bring...hmms...muz find out by thursday liao...if nt i blur blur dunno wad to bring....hahah juz received gift key chain frm jere and a post card...hee...although is short but very meaningful hee...

then last sunday had dinner with forever family then reached home ard 12 plus cuz of taking bus...we chatted in mac frm 10 plus to 11 plus haha had a lot of fun chatting heee then get one bottle of body scrub for yx as her present another one she paid me...cuz i only can afford one bottle for her...so bought at tbs till they closing...hha

i din buy anything...i juz hope to get cheek blush and raspberry shower gel...hee...i tink i'll stop here....see when free i blog agn....bye ppl...

27 o1 1o wednesday 2:1oam mood: sian...-.-

13 o1 1o

2010-01-13T20:26:00.001+08:00

hi...juz bcked frm 3d2n chalet with sons and daughter...after reaching home start to get sick...=/...so unlucky...then lyk very missed the fun tgt....awww....the best memories...we had massage session, beach sand castle, cycling, breakfast, lunch and dinner....aww....hope that will nvr end sia....4 of us muz b tgt no matter wad....had loads of laughter, photo taking, slping tgt in the same hut....oh-so memorable sia...then finally got the chance to massage *his legs....and buffing...woots~...but i nvr let him touch my leg cuz it look sucks...then massage half of *his legs and bck massage...then my son his walking on the bck was quite ok but too painful until leg lyk jelly...hee...gt cracked on my bck...he is heavy then kinda pain...LOLS....then gt my o lvl eng the result was nt very satisfying as i do it for the first time...sad lor...then after tat applied for progression for Hnitec admin...hope my CNY wish is go admin!! wooo~~...printed out the verification slip then applied for grad day registration lor...then applied liao jiu chat wiht jere lor...juz nw he sent me his photostory was damn funny he added "Give Thanks" on the photostory lyk as if we 4 mati and sent to heaven tat kind LOL...i was laughing mah...hahahs...then morning created fan page and put them in my blog (its on the left of the boxes)...haha...hope my target is 100 ppl to join...hee...then very boring lor...nth much to do...then dinner cooking then wait for the soup to boil i've cooked for 1 hr+...today i cooked yam rice again, steam fish, steam chicken wings, steam chinese sausages and chicken feet+chicken leg meat bone ba kut teh...hee...sounds appetitzing?...hee...chicken wing is teriyaki marinade, cooking wine, cooking mirin, lemon pepper and parsley flakes...hee...nice nice !...okies gonna stop here see wen free then blog again..i'm sick, hope dun lose my hearing again and hope to recover soon!!....

13 o1 1o wednesday o8:25pm mood: sick, sick and sick...but not love sick!...miss him*...dun leave!

o7 o1 1o

2010-01-07T10:22:00.001+08:00

hi ppl this my first post on 2o10! hahahs...ytd went out with beloved for chalet shopping its so fun!...haha....nvr had girl's shopping for so long luhs.!! then we spend on food nearly 50 bucks at New York, New York...hahaha....then bought a black shorts for 32.90, WM midnight iris shower gel (3rd bottle) 9.90, slipper 9.90, snack 2.30, carrefour 36.15, food @ SSC 3.50..its lyk spending lyk mad sia...finally get to buy alcohol drinks but only 3 bottles...haha...one is 3.55, 4.50 another one is 5.30...hahah...then cotton on top $5...then waiting to get paid so i can buy 2 heels!! wee!!...but nt forgetting grad long sleeve blouse and skirt! and bag for $30!!...HAHAHA...then after food at SSC took shelter bus to yishun mrt station damn loads of ppl....then took 851 home nearly 9 then reach home with beloved instant noodles and mine and beers...hahah...lucky gt the cotton on reusable bag or else the glasses will juz b broken to pieces sia...then while going to sembawang we both had cracked a joke which is damn funny...i was laughing lyk mad...then beside me there's a office guy his stupid long but folded sleeve was tickling me...and he is damn warm cuz he was damn near to me sia...then i of cuz felt uncomfortable luhs...so itchy yet i was still laughing over a joke...haha...then ytd while at citylink wen to tbs to buy the shower gel borrowed beloved de fone to call jere abt his stupid hand and nail cream...i tot he only bought 1 of that but he buy other things to get the stamp...and i oreadi knew he wun use tat long except the facial wash?...haha...he always lyk tat de....3 min jiu dun use tat kind...then tmr is our big day out at sentosa chalet!!...hahah...but the time hopefully wun b so fast....or juz stop the time...so we can play all day long lyk crazy..hahhah...tmr meet them at 8am....so i suppose to meet beloved instead at the mrt station for her...and her bf...then jere will b at seah imm food center for breakfast...haha...nvr had breakfast there b4...hope can have a nice breakfast hee...tonite or ltr muz pack up all the stuffs liao...so tmr i can juz put in my towel and i can set off!! woo~

o7 o1 1o thursday 1o:21am mood: gonna miss him soon~~

o9 12 o9

2009-12-09T02:56:00.001+08:00

i'm just very sad...

who can heal my broken heart?

i'm seriously very hurt...

when i needed you the most you are not there for me

i'll always there for you

you've said you love me, miss me

want to have a ever lasting love with me

wants to marry me

but now?

you told me these it's just a long dream

you wants me to be with you never leave you

those past apologies was just a lie?

you've said i gave you happiness instead of your any other ex-es

but now?

you've hurt me more and more

I still can't figure out what I've done wrong to you?

Ever since the first day we're dated I treated you the best I could

you never beat or do anything with violence

you just treat me carefully not others to get near or stolen away

you even taken care of me when i'm sick badly

you even taken me to seek a doctor

When I've called you said I'm sick badly

you don't care rain or shine to my house just to take care of me

you've cooked nice meals just for my family to gain likeness

I even love you more even they dislikes you

I'm happy that you even celebrated my first birthday with you

and even get me a cute turtle as a present and celebration lunch after school

you never failed to fetch me after school just for my safety

My friends envies me that I have a boyfriend whom fetch me home

Get what I wanted

I never lost your ring because this is our first ring

Although I do some things that makes you angry

But I changed myself because of you

I stop what you asked me to

I even stop cutting off my hair just because of you

I've tried my best to change all because of you

Before, you love me and miss me like crazy

Now, you just don't bothers about me

you even had violence on me

don't you know the more you hit

the hurt in me is 100 times more hurt than physical pain

i thought you will not put violence on me

but you've changed in overnight

I just don't know what to do

I felt the worst is you flirt with a bitch

I already had this feeling yet you're lying to me

time and time and the pain is like a knife stab

you've said wants to marry me

it's just a fairytale dream

it's just a false hope

a really hopelessly hope on me

why you are giving me false hopes?

WHY?

you even told outsiders about our relationship

I was a totally hurt when I saw the message

When reading your past blog posts

I was tearing, tearing like river

the past was a happy ones

but now?

the pains and hurts was in me

you don't even care whether I'm sick or I needed you

after leaving you

i really misses the time we had together

the laughter

the fun we had

the meals we had together

I just can't stop remembering these sweetest memories together

I just miss the hugs and kiss from you

I miss the care like a baby form you

I miss the time when you lent a shoulder for me to lean on to cry

I miss those times that we shared problems and sets rules

I misses times that we had great food in restaurants

I misses the times when we played games and arcades

I miss the times when we take bus and seated together

I miss the times when we go beach and have fun

But now?

All these you've given me was just a dream

I'm crying and tearing all because of you

I just can't forget you and what you've done for me

o9 12 o9 wednesday o2:54am mood: crying like hell!!...

26 11 o9

2009-11-26T20:47:00.001+08:00

blogging again....quite miserable minded these few weeks...was kinda stressed out...tmr going swimming with jere xiang and her bf...morning....10am kinda early but i have to go out of the hse even earlier...cuz of heading to woodlands anw its near them hahahhaa...but i still have transportation train~to tat place....but meeting jere to fetch...cuz i dun reali knw the place either...he knws hhaha...so yah ....hope he's early man...so poor thing me...i knocked my knuckles on the wall and the skin peeled...=(...

morning had porridge, then to The Body Shop to gt masks i thought of buying one...but....bought 2 is more 划算....if normally bought without the discount is 60 plus....but i bought 2 only for 30 plus hahhaa...so i get another stamp...ahhaa...had bought one blue corn mask and seaweed ionic mask...the seaweed ionic mask is lyk camouflage b4 its totally dried up....the blue corn is lyk hotter than my warming mineral mask....seaweed is hot a bit lyk WMM...then while i use the seaweed ionic mask wen its dry my pores is visable...so many holes...hahahahahhaha.....then washed up apply day cream on my face then eye cream lastly is eye gel...kinda relaxed...pampered myself today!...

then after buying mask wen to bank to deposit money....while deposit my money, i asked the teller is there any age limit to open another account she said dun have but have to apply at DBS cuz i nid another account for future use lyk my expenses...hahahha...but POSB cant open another one i have no idea...after tat wen home....then bathed doing my BEO then i missed out another part of the answers...omg...so sad sia...cuz i was busy cooking then my comp restarted....haix.....then no choice....had my dinner oreadi....fried rice, steam salmon, sausages with egg, meat with soy sauce, pork rib and chicken feet soup....hahaha.....my hands so drying...=/'....haix....

tmr gonna bring towel, swim wear, goggles and shower stuffs...hahahah....jere kept reminding me...hee....hahaha...okies gonna stop here see wen free then blog agn bye ppl....

26 11 o9 thursday 8:24pm mood: bored...

写给我的“亲爱的”

人海茫茫中，我遇见了你

那一刻，

我对你没感觉

在偶然的机会

我不知不觉地喜欢上你

那一刻

我的世界变了样

每一次我看见你

就想初恋似的

心不动的再跳

这是别人所说的

缘分？

我从来不相信缘分

我还在耐心的等

等着你的答案

喜欢跟爱上你没有任何理由

不过我对你的感情是永远不会变

希望你可以给我一个机会跟你在一起

我希望你会给我幸福快乐

没有争吵的生活

跟我在一起不是个错的选择

选择我做我的另一半把！

21 11 o9

2009-11-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

whoa reali super long time nvr post anything...hmmm sch busy fro very long and last few weeks ago when chalet stay with jere, yan xiang n her bf...its very memorable...had loads of fun and studied a bit in the room in the late nite....then jere nvr slp i slpt ard near 1am...then 3 plus acc yx to toilet then slp agn...then morning suppose to see sunrise but its raining heavily...=( hope e nxt trip we can see the sunrise...sadded....then the memory was nvr erased off frm my mind...oh man....the nxt trip we've stay even longer...hahah....then yah lor....haix....yx n her bf so sweet...hahah i so envy...wished my r/s was tat long...but nt stable...=(...hw i wished tat my 真命天子is my one and only.....mayb its reali fate?....i lyk him so deeply....and nt juz more than lyk is love...haix....i lyk him nearly 10 months....lyk him lyk marathon ....its a nvr ending love....i reali wish one day he will b mine...i reali lykes him....haix...a lot of my frens say we look lyk couples ...and mayb its God put him to me even he is younger than me? maybe He is answer me?...although he is nt very handsome but i tink he will treat me very gd and pamper me....i nvr give up on him NEVER!....i nvr fail to love him as much as i could....every crush i had b4 nt as deep as him....is as deep as a entire sea....=(....i reali wish it come true...i lyk the hand held hand held only but nt hug or kiss...=(...sad....hmm i gt nth to type here liao see wen free then blog agn....bye bye ppl...

21 11 o9 saturday o9:o4pm mood: i love you....i reali love u very deeply....

o9 1o o9

2009-10-09T13:06:00.001+08:00

okies now is the oct week...and holidays is going to an end this week...so sian so many presentations to do and revision test is on the first week OMG...havent even get anything in mind damn shit...but nvr say have gpa points? crazy...find tat this cher lyk reali lor lyk dunnno how to teach tat kind then playful bias...then all she ask to do is study study study...and the notes is not even relevant at all means i dun quite understand wad the notes is all about...so i have to do my own and give it to my friends for my copies...mayb 2 will do yea?...cuz cher gave one is lyk so small and cramp all the words and notes into one paper and who ever bothers to read?...so yah mine is bigger and 1 per page....and its portrait not landscape...zzz...

then nxt yr is 19 liao...but i still look lyk 14...haha...still very childish...still a spoilt brat...but not tat spoilt...hahahs...so lame...then first week of sch reopen going kukup trip on fri hahah~...gonna take some pics? with my "family" hahas...i gt 3 kinds of family one is physical family, spiritual family and my family (as in my son and daughters but no dad)...yeah...then few weeks ago bought seaweed facial products cuz the rare $5 products if buy one of the moisturiser lotion or 3 facial range...smth yk tat lahrs...so i bought day cream and 3 facial wash the day cream was 27.90 so i bought a facial wash for just $5! so i bought 3 the usual price of the facial wash is 18.90 i can save up to 70% its reali worth of buying with promotional items lyk 2 for 14.90 shampoos or conditioners or shower gel its reali worth of money~...

then i have 15% as star loyalty so i buy anything is 15% off the retail price...haha...i gt countless bottles and products from tbs liao...i reali lyk their product ranges and it works...hahas...and the free gift shower gel and i bought my own is more than 10 bottles haha...and make up ranges...and i nid to stock up my perfume its going to finish oreadi...and i wanted their nail color 12.90 then cranberries white musk 12.90 and white musk indulges 16.90 each for perfume and shower gel omg...its best buy...hahas...

then bought boxes frm ikea 15 for 2 packs...i nid to buy agn for countless magazines and other stuffs so that my table wld have more space i collected mcd cups and nid boxes to put and my bags~....now i only put my shoes in one box and my tbs stuffs in one box as the paper bag cannt hold tat heavy...it juz under my table ahhaahs...less space taken aha...

facebook is quite boring and the games makes my comp lag =/...but i nvr play liao...juz replying comments lor...and utube everyday slp/nap radio cook eat slp agn..aha tats hw i spend my holiday...haix i dunno y i cant get a guy tat i wanted its so hard...mayb im too ugly or fat...nobody wants...but God is my boyfriend hahas...so boring...zz i tink i going to type out all the BEO notes liao haha 3 copies...

bye ppl whom read my blog =) do tag me yah~...byebye~~

i tink i diagnosed with memory lost...i keep forgetting things and i even forget wad i've said a minute ago with my mom or frens....im reali scared even i try myself to force to tink and recall i had serious headaches....i dun dare to seek a doc to take medication i dun wan tat....i hope i will get well soon...

o9 1o o9 friday o1:o4pm mood: sian sian sian...hope he proposed to me one day...cannt wait for 1 yr...

1o o9 o9

2009-09-10T23:49:00.001+08:00

hi ppl...juz a short one...hmm mayb my mind was all wrong...he doesn't likes me maybe because i'm nt as pretty as her? or she is more attractive than i do?...i had been reject for once? and i really hope i dun wan to get rejected again? i admit tat i dun look either pretty than other of my frens? that's y had been fooled by guys for so many yrs...ever since i start dating wen i was ard sec 1 or 2?...mayb puzzled sometimes y nobody would look upon me? i'm actually a good girl and doesn't mean tat my appearance thinks tat im somehow a fat ugly bitch and heartless not even true...soem pretty chio chio ones mostly is having a vinxous heart and heartless ah lian or anything else...its juz my thinking and no offence anyways..asked pig once....but even i do make up myself or anything still nobody wants me...pig likes me cuz i eat things gently...but after dating is a different story...

i dunno wad's the point of doing so much to sacrifice for a guy....i suffered, loose money and almost everything...nothing left...i do so much but wad i have in return? nothing...NOTHING AT ALL...get it dumb...even i want to b a dun-bother kind of gal wads the point too? i juzt really dun get it lor...why in the first place was like and then waited for weeks months and yrs the person had his/her another half...but not confessing?...my character was not very bad or worst than an apppearance itself...nw i start not to believe in wad love, destiny and fate..all these are lies to me....

why everyone had their long lasting relationship can b soo romantic n sweet can support gf..but for me? all poor average only...even i dun have any anniversary, bdae, love items...i dun own at all...nt even real 999,999,999 roses? and take care of me 24/7? why??

1o o9 o9 thursday 11:47pm mood: if you really likes her i bless u both...but...i really can't let go of you...because i really want you =(

o9 o9 o9

2009-09-10T23:24:00.001+08:00

hi ppl...blogging time agn..hahas...okies had POA test last week my target was 70% but din expected was 73...okies God bless....then today had BPF test but i reali nt sure hw much i will get lorhs...then ytd smth bad happen to jere....he lost his fone 2 mnths plus old how sad....awww....then after had mac with nasreen n zy a bedok...he lost his fone then he left lor...then the stupid person heartless juz switch off the fone...but he cancelled the line and had replacement...then met feline last nite for shopping spree...chose for her heels and pants for tmr...haha and she had her hair done....nice one...hahahs...and all for our shopping until 10 plus hahah...powerful sia...then headed home ard 10 plus almost 11....hahas...then today SW sit with nasreen to study the whole morning...then jere din pick up her's and mine call....then 12 plus then he called me...said everyone was in the class...then was studying with others too...yups...then forgot my claculator borrowed frm teacher...so tat i can do...or nt i die sia....then after tat jere nasreen me zy n feline wen expo john lil sale tgt feline bought her cosmetics for tmr BEG as well...hahs...after tat jere went home left zy me nasreen and feline...then nasreen went home....left 3 of us...to suntec finding zy's handbag and she bought it...and after tat bought some XXL chicken for my tummy....and auntie anne's iced mocha...then zy wen nike to buy her shoe bag...then i bought tbs buffer and scroll grip heels padding 4.15 hahas...after 20% discount...but watson staff was nt very frenly...yea...girlfriends shoppping was fun!...ytd me n feline wen club marc to buy things she bought pants for 19 bucks and my blue heels was 15 bucks....she bought her heels from charles n keith...haha sexy woman....and she bought a top black is damn nice sia...she look super mature...haha...im nt pretty enough but i chose the color for her...haha i have such a nice taste...LOL...hahs...tmr nid to go sch utter early for the BEG exam lol....heee....hmmm....tats all for nw see wen i free then i blog agn...bye ppl...

o9 o9 o9 wednesday o9:3opm mood: sian....why he still doesn't confess? i really want an answer...and i just want to be with him...that's all..

23 o8 o9

2009-08-23T11:13:00.001+08:00

hi ppl my blog is DEAD due to busiest day, week exams exams exams!!!....drives me crazy ok? 5 days of mc bored at home to death miss a lot of lessons and my O lvl eng is wednesday OMGGGG.....i hope i wun having jerky problems OMG....and lots of things happen okies...but i am nt going to list entire things here...soo.....ytd wen out with SQ to orchard n SMU flea market and i din knw jere went there...so yea thursday bought BEG office wear total spending for blouse n pants is 57...and TBS....73.06 (foundation, foundation brush, lip colorglide, lip liner)....and had mac for 2 times...ok i'm spending TBS lyk mad ....i tink nt even 4 digits ok??....although my full receipt of body shop is damn thick but i dun even tink of tat...i sorted all my receipt i realise i gt soooooooooo many body shop receipt...and ytd i redeem cocoa lip butter and bought natural powder oil blotter tissues....3.90 cuz i have discounts hahaha....and ytd wen to borrow books and wen service haha...ok i lyk the service ytd cuz nt very crowded...hee...had my nails cut file n buffered n shine woo...i tink i going to get another buffer...the dark part is smoothen...i changed a lot then....last time i hated make up a lot....but go sch nid to put....lyk wasting my 45 mins on make up =/....concealer+loose powder+foundation+lip staining+lip scruff+lip care....tats makes 45 mins...anw....i passed my mock oral....i gt 31 marks...but jere more than me....cuz his eng is better so he gets higher...i spend almost i tink 300 on make-up? LOL....i got too many body shop paper bags....OMG....i keep too many...and empty bottles tat nid to b recycled...but nt give to karang guni larhs...to body shop ...haha...all their bottles are recycled...paragon de body shop is medium big...hee...then at wisma i saw one male staff and 3 female staffs...tat male staff look so lonely lyk tat...so slpy...and no time for mask...sian...i hope the kukup trip can spend money...even its a day trip...hope my passport can collect ASAP....26 days to my BIG BIG day!!...hope i can get all my frens to my party but i dunno the surprise party at where lei...my bdae was my sch holiday so gd sia...i hope my bdae present are: dress, jeans, wallet and wad else? a memorable surprise party....please please please!!!....please come for my party....i want a memorable one and had lots of fun then my theme is all about me if possible my theme of party is casual+anything -possible...and extreme-make over...haha....LET UR HAIR DOWN MORE PHOTOS! wooo!! haha...crazy...i cant wait sia....omg omg omg!!...possible i invite my classmates and frens along...hope they can make it lor...please dun let me dwn can??? hee....hope it will b crazy as ever...hee...ok i tink tats all i'll stop here c wen i free then post agn bye bye ppl....

23 o8 o9 sunday 11:o4am mood: depressed....does he really likes me?

2o o6 o9

2009-06-20T19:03:00.001+08:00

hi ppl...dun post for long...so post some things here.. so recent PC show bought Microsoft Laser Desktop 3000 cost me 55.90...and a notebook fan 12.90....then wentwice din get to see my son...so quite sad even i wanted to help him threw it away i cant...sadded...so yah happy tat i bought these staff cuz my lappy keyboard are quite spoiled oreadi...so yah...every week had been to tbs...bought loads of stuffs and juz nw i bought cosmetics in case of emergency use...then had stomach pains and backaches for half a month or so i dun get it wad happen...i had been taking care of my face n eyes...

then my dearest came to my hse to collect her belated present she loves it a lot...tat is shea soap...super strong smell hee...nice of cuz....then kinda bored during this super long holidays..chatted with son laugh infront of the comp...hhaa..then reformatted cuz of some problems so yah...then i keep thinking of tat fone...LG viewty although it is quite an old model but i still wanna get it...i dun care...cuz of fone had been postpone the KL trip to nxt yr...by tat time i tink i had enough for KL liao...

then planted my lil plants quite cute..hee...then had been reading Daily Bread cuz i love God a lot so had been taking time to read every morning i wake up...then ytd received frm SEAB for posting which place to had O level english exams...then i was posted to Shelton College International my son posted to admitery sec i dunno hw to spell...he heard tat sch no air con while mine is a private sch...i hope i can pass my O level english....this was my schedule for the exams:

26 August o9 : English Oral (2.15pm)

26 October o9: Enligsh Written Paper 1 & 2 (1.30pm & 4pm)

i was very afraid tat sch was all ang mohs...hahah...cuz tat sch look quite big...passed by so many times yet they post me there...why not my sch sia...sad~...but anw 3 papers i hope shld b ok de lor...i wan to get at least a B....pray hard and my summary n vocab is half half de...oral shld b ok de...but nt so confident at it hee...hope to pass lor so i can get a better job with this cert...yup...hmm i gt nth to type here liao see wen i free i post agn...bye ppl....

2o o6 o9 Saturday 7:o2pm mood: i miss you man~...very sian

o4 o6 o9

2009-06-04T09:02:00.001+08:00

hi...long time din blog here lerhs....had been visiting the body shop in weeks....all thanks to son Jem...anw he had been away since this morning...wen malacca with his aunt....stayed at Holiday Inn? low class meh? i dun tink so loook so damn nice to me can? anw exams over....nth much to do so bored cant chat wit him till wen i nt sure oso...he had training on mon gosh...hopefully he slp damn early to boost up his energy....so yah cuz of IT show i dunno wen izit but its this month...then ytd OFC was so-so only...cannt say hard or easy...yah so after tat wen bck home with son n nasreen haha...the usual ones larhs...then unfortunately, he lost his thumbdrive....SADDED!....i so worried abt ppl exposing his everything in the drive....pray hard..!!

then couldnt find at all after we reached bedok interchange...i was lyk overly worried...i can see he was heartaching n sad on his face...but he lyks to say no...oh well....hope the kind soul will return to him...yup then after seperate ways me n nasreen took to pasir ris then a big turn haha cuz too bored n too much time...so yah she's always drop first...nt me...so wen home was super hungry....so had bowl noodles...although its nt very healthy...haha...but had to fill my tummy...so yah....watched youtube...then chatted wit son...

then chatted until i forget the time...then watched movie until almost 1...watched money no enough ( i tot nobody were going to upload the entire movie!) then just follow law...then ltr continue my One More Chance....haha i lyk having movie marathon...haha...26 jun is result pray tat i would pass lor...almost everything...although i make a serious mistakes....but i strive to pass haha...

6 jul then sch reopen sia....i wan save money dun try to jio me out everyday...i nid to save for KL de...shh...cuz 200 over still nt enough....going my target...SAVE!...hhah...no programmes for me either...gonna slack the whole day...haha...zai nu is lyk tat...haha....anw dun jio me out...hee...will surely upload photos de larhs...hee...gt some problem with my "L" is so hard to press...gonna get a new one...even my control key -_-...kays....i tink i gt nth much to write here...c wen free then i post agn bye ppl reading my blog plz tag me -_-....tag is so dead...

o4 o6 o9 thursday 9:ooam mood: die...die...die...is he the one whom i wanted?

28 o5 o9

2009-05-28T21:11:00.001+08:00

hi ppl...din blog for so long its kinda bz....exams was less than 2 weeks omg...still damn slacked in sch ahah...tmr no sch...cuz covered up all e modules...haha then SW teacher gt car accident...no swimming lessons...then yah lor tmr going out luhs...buy some stuffs n hopefully i gt enuff money to redeem frm body shop...hee...ok i actually spent 128.25 on body shop this is the lists of stuffs i bought:

1. Olive Shower Gel

2. White Musk Gift Set For Men

3. Olive Conditioner -

4. Bilberry Color Protect Shampoo

5. Bilberry Color Protect Conditioner

6. Flawless Skin Concealer

7. Mirror Chrome

8. Strawberry Shower Gel

9. Olive Shampoo

haha the mirror is ard 8 plus? i forgotten hee...they gt free clutch bag for 100 spent or more...hee...i get to redeem 10 products frm the body shop hee...the concealer reali works to cover scars....then it was last fri wit my son, ZY n HT ahah bought at tamp mall then bought everything to sch cuz have O lvl eng...so yah no choice luckily son helped me to carry cuz its reali v heavy...hee...i lyk body shop cuz their products its against animal test environmental-free natural ingredients....cuz i nw still using mango shower gel...smell nice yea...hee...i wan to try clarine soon but i scared it wld b expensive...my son is overly extreme...he wan to buy l'occintane...its lyk u muz spend certain amount to get the membership free...he poisoned me on body shop...then in class we took all our body shop stuffs to calculate all tgt is 144.10 hah...juz a few things b4 the member discount...

in class we gt nth better to do so we lyk juz take n compare he looked at my mirror smelling my watermelon lip balm n mango lip butter...he say he wan to buy -_-... even l'occintane....LOL...he overly extreme...hha...anws....today was super slack....no more CRN...hee...then had 3 hr lunch....eat at campus haven yup....then wen to expo john little sale...then lyk we walked for hrs ard...we wen in n out...hee...so lame...then din bought anything....son bought a v nt nice tasting choc snack n DARS white choco...then walked back to sch....slightly late for OSA...heee

then had last n final revision then some corruptions on access...so do excel instead then lyk competitions can?...hee...then access finally can do liao then managed to do some...then son was rushing me to go...so saved n went home...then took 38 home chit-chatted laughed lyk nobody's business...haha....had loads of fun yea...but its for e last time? sch holiday starts at 4 jun - 6 jul....4 weeks soooo long....fri i tink wen to trumpet praise to look for job? to earn extra pocket money....tmr expo food expo, TBS and trumpet praise...hee...ok going off soon c wen free then blog agn bye!

28 o5 o9 thursday o9:1opm mood: OMG laugh too much...

16 o5 o9

2009-05-16T09:05:00.000+08:00

hi ppl blogged agn...haha...ytd was reali a blurish and happy day hmmm sch...me n nas was super late for class hahah....but we managed to go for lesson!...hee..then we din expect we took a BMW cab....okies it was cheap family cab...so yea....$3.80 frm cab stand to sch...haha....surprise?? hee...okok...hmm consider i slightly high classed...almost everyday took cab to sch cuz i dun wan to b wit the pack of sardines...hee...so yea...then O lvl eng wasnt much me, son, HT & ZY we were lyk totally blured by wad the teacher was teaching abt its totally no links ok?

he was lyk walk in n out of the class for endless times...fone rangs >3 times...n he endlessly repeating the same thing over n over agn....lyk he gt some STM?....so after tat he said can either do in class or go bck n do so....the thing is we left...its over 3pm alrites?...so we headed home...i was taking bus alone cuz son wen to e opposite...zzz...

then headed home bought mac haha Mcspicy...i was lyk gt cups then i collect de....not toys or wadever....its all cups...olympics i collected all hee...so the colored one i oso wan i gt green n pink so have to wait for other colors...hee...so had my lunch do charcoal facial then washed then meet my mummy n her cell fren ex GB...my senior haha...called shuang shuang = joanne or joanna...forgotten...

anyways....we had earls swenson in the end cuz carls jr food republic is full house...so had a quite costly dinner...we had buffet salad, chicken baked rice for 2 (shared amount 3 of us) quite a big portion...had loads of chips hee...n loads of water so we cancelled our dessert walnut rocky road!...argh...nxt time i wanna try it....its over $20...

after tat shop ard...then wen home ard 10 plus? then on comp then foned my nasreen haha...she still talking abt the incident happened on thursday...so yah after phoning...chatted msn wit son haha....n talking abt the TV china saying sgreans r bullying them oh plz...they act as if lyk wad sia...gt one uncle said they're rich gt money they shldnt act lyk beggers begging for the stamps...

so yah...ytd while waiting for mom to fetch me i saw a old drunk man kissing a china bitch in the public it was soooooo damn gross to me? oh gosh plz the ctrl station nt even their home...china bitches n sluts they nt awkward n embarass at all though? then another too while passing by CK the stupid china bitch was talking damn loud until my ears going to bleed or smth? then my mom was saying Kpkb...i was lyk telling her this nt their home they better shut up...

so i told my son abt it...haha...ok i anti-china women seducing old man...n blangalah...ee..grossy ppl...so slpt ard 12 plus to wait for son offline then i can slp i dunno y hahah...then yah tmr for service...hope to headed home early to get more rest...hee....ok i'll stop here c wen free then blog agn bye ppl...(craving for coffee bean cheesecake n mint tea)

16 o5 o9 saturday o9:o4am mood: ohh my GOSH!....hopefully chian bitch n sluts can get out of sg?

o9 o5 o9

2009-05-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

hihi....bloggin agn...haha...hmms talk abt ytd bah..hmms its was raining heavily n met one of my daughter same place haha...then was raining heavily wen we ard paya lebar...hmms...then we were lyk saying omg its raining no SW haha...then wen we reached sch...it was super duper heavy lyk cats n dogs...soo sorry nasreen i maked u wasted ur bills for calling yx xD...but mostly i called my son!...then we wen to cafe 1 to wait for yx for brkfast...then son came in the first place...it was lyk super late though...then he helped us t check anyone was in the stadium or indoor ones...but he called me n said no one was ard i was lyk WAD?!?! r they serious nt even a single person came???...i was damn shocked...then yx came n said feline was locked i was damn sad sia...then thanks yx for buyiing my brkfast n the horrible dessert...hee...then son said he was going to bedok for a swim so yah...me yx n nasreen was slacking ard at campus haven...had shared a small mushroom soup hee...quite satisfying...hee...then slack ard talking craps...haha....had loads of fun in there waited for son lyk almost 1 hr plus!...i was lyk soooo bored then yx bf came they had their lunch so son asked me thru fone i was firstly said i wan but in the end he came three of them left both of us?!....then son was saying why they left they're so bad!

so he asked me whether i wanna eat i said no the in end haha...so he bought his own lunch instead...so waited for him to finish then for O lvl eng of cuz...then feline called me...so she's meeting me after my O's....so after tat feline talked to my son a while i was lyk hahaha...then she told me she gve bck to my son i was hurhur...then took lift to class so we lyk laughing n laughing non stop in the lift...then we din knw there's common test ytd...then had practice....quite hard....but the common test was cannt say its easy or difficult larhs...is average...either hard or easy...so me n son finished n left the class then took bus tgt to bedok then i wen to tamp to meet feline for dinner so i walked ard talked to nasreen on e fone...

so was lyk talking abt son was whispering "sohna" name during the test n practice on vocabs n compre....during test i din reali heard he was whispering....he told me i say i din heard any i heard twice -.-....so i was laughing....so had pasta mania tahnks feline for e accompany! loves u~...so had aglio olio n "twinings" english breakfast tea...sooo satisfying yummy!...so after tat shop ard cuz i cant find the organic cotton for my dad in body shop so bought him satsuma soap cube...he loves the smell!...hee...so after feline wen to Kim's Gary to meet her mom for dinner i wen to buy...so bought n left the place...

then met mom she bought me mac for my actual dinner...hahaha....hmms today my dad's big day!...hee...cum mama's day hee...hee...so met mummy, charmaine n samuel kor at mac i din knw they both was there too...then samuel mom's shop was inside but i duno which one haha...then talked talked then my bro came cuz we bought dark choco cake for mom n dad...b4 tat wen pasta mania agn for same thing but my bro ate chicken sausage pasta n neapolitan cost us 21 bucks...then after tat walked ard lorhs...

then after tat we wen to rive patissee to buy the cake my parents...its 32 bucks looks so tempting...hahaha...then after tat took bus home then after tat prepare for steamboat juz had quite full ltr have the cakes then hee...muack!...hee...ok i gonna stop here c wen free i blog agn bye ppl!

o9 o5 o9 saturday 1o:32pm mood: happy <333>

o2 o5 o9

2009-05-02T20:39:00.001+08:00

hi...ppl...long time since the last update i was so utterly tired...firstly was the stupid bazaar in sch....*can anyone of u send me the fotos?*....then NAFA 2.3 1/2 (actual rounds:6 SW discount:5 rounds) run....omg then the swimming lesson is coming sia but i wun go for it cuz its a bit embarassing though.....haha....i rather swim outside...then had great times wit son and daughters...last thursday me n my daughter walked to sch cuz eveyrday met her at kallang mrt then to tanah merah....then we tried walking to sch frm there...so we start walking ard 7 plus then we reached sch was 8:15...i was so accurate wen i told her either 8 or 8:15 we will reach sch hahah!...then tapped then we wen to IT room at almost 8.30 n son was ltr than us...haha he bought his lappy to sch for OFC presentation....i was dragged to nxt week...LOL...then me n my son was laughing n looking at the photos and videos...we were nt listening but laughing LOL....

then after OFC was lyk nth much to do luhs....then its damn gd sia no SBM for those who finishes their bazaar....so had 2 hr of lunch n my family grp wen to bedok LJS for lunch then bus-ed bck to sch haha....then was influenced by son for th TBS stuff....LOL....then my dad bought me mango series lorhs....photos r uploaded in facebook...haha....n secret recipe with feline bf...hee...then was enjoying myself lyk never b4 heee....thanks my silly family n feline xD....

then was helping them to do the OSA then they dun have to do much in sch but possibiliy will do some changes in sch hahaha....cuz 07 is oreadi done nicely..hee...loves o7 word...hee...then din annouced tat me n pig no longer tgt b4 the 2 yrs anniversary...1 week b4 e anniversary i shld say...anyways....he is a shameless guy....asking a lady in her 30's for sex kays....so shameless...he's 22 ro 23 liao still wan hong 30 yrs old lady OMG....ppl will talk back abt him sia...

then i din took dwn the photo of the bruise tat he whacked on...he still owned me a psp game, 160 bucks, fone and an mp3 player...i wan him to return asap lorhs....then i saved a few more for KL trip...with son n feline...i dunno wen we will b going luhs...still havent make my passport hope oso asap ba....then i will take some photos n upload in facebook i wun upload here cuz too slow...haha

soo....those have my facebook go have a look on it luhs..hee...then ytd had charcoal mask n hair dyed but still gt a bit of color...so i nid to buy the same one agn...hee...hoyu is much better hair coloring product...hee...then the mask is lyk gt effects skin smoother then the blackheads nt as much as son's hee...

then he said he bought the mango soap cube he say his skin was dried after washing i tink i advice him to use mango body scrub, mango shower gel then the soap cube...hee...then i bought mango lip butter and watermelon lip balm frm body shop except the nivea strawberry lip balm...the body shop was lyk small small container then u have to either use ur finger or cotton bud to apply on ur lips it moisterize ur lips...yup hee....gt effects v gd liao hor....dun end up lyk son its ok for me wen he say he break the 2 months promise he promised me....im ok with it...as long as h dun overspend can liao...

hope he can wrk at the IT show in june ba...then i go there see see lorhs c gt any thing to buy...ok i admit tat i was overly alone...n i so damn angry wen i see couples tgt in trains or public...or juz a showing off tat i gt one "jie" her actual month is oct then she wan to b jie i was lyk wth...i can b her jie instead her own then she was lyk showing off lyk she gt countless bf's in audition...zzz...

anw i dun wan to care much....then mon i dunno wads for lunch mayb another 2 hr lunch? LOL...this course lyk super slacking sia...then my 8 bucks still havent get yet....its the 2 stupid guys who cheated my another daughter's rental money n the things they dun vene contribute...then was lyk making everyone unhappy....then the 2 stupid guys they tot we were lying but my money was contributed the most ard 60 liao...

i was so angry luhs...8 bucks shld b returned cuz my mom helped me bought the things oso...they act as if they no money lorhs wad the hell...at least they can slowly return wad...lyk our bazaar expenses was abt 200+....they help us sell things was lyk 12.50 they only gve her 8 bucks then others gone to their pocket or in their stomach?

simply talking was they were cheating our money!...ok in the first place we shan't joined in so 4 of us can have more money instead of letting them cheated on us!...one of the mly guy in our grp was lyk he show offed his piled of money then in the end was cheated money n say no money...lyk act rich not rich luhs...wahlaus....y muz they do this? i mean lyk we oreadi clamined tat we bought they shld return as in giving money for SBM marks luhs...

they shldnt b getting angry as me n son wrote dwn they din contribute anything for as in lyk during shopping my daughter called the chn one to help as in we r too heavy tat kind of thing luhs...he gve excuses lyk raining cannt go out then wad visit relatives plz his tone was lyk "err err...hmm...hmmm" i knew he was giving excuses n only my son was the best he helped 3 of us out luhs...

nw we still chasing after the money lorhs...as i said liao they gve money for SBM marks...or nt they juz fail lorhs....say wadever they wan they complain somemore lorhs teacher knew it can liao lorhs....lyk as if muz lsiten to them freak them off sia...they cannt do such a thing to us as onyl 4 of us contributed e most nt them they dun even have the rites to complain abt it....

anw i dun want o talk abt it anymore sick of them liaos...tmr i dunno my papa wan go where hee...hope is tamp 1 i wan go uniqlo see clothes n buy some presents for my papa n mama but mama is mayb body shop or smth hee...my papa pay....then i dunno wad my papa wan he pay hee...sorry i reali no money...

then mon get to c my silly agn if early meeting my another daughter shld b waking to sch agn its great to walk can lose weight hee...n saves money...so i will get enuff money for lunch n nxt day...hee...my back is aching...argh so painful...then ytd finishes my wrk then played games...then din get to chat wit son...so he sent me a msn msg at 11 plus i was slping oreadi...then he told me abt the mango soap..

he bought kirei kirei so jealous..haha...then we both lyk crazy abt it luhs...hahah...no choice...but hope he happy can liao...=)....hmmm nid to invite feline to view my blog..hee...was having so much fun with this silly family...but i will nt forget my silly daughter in sec sch....hee hee...will get some photos wit silly family sooon...hee ok i gonna stop here c wen free then post agn...byebye!

o2 o5 o9 saturday o8:38pm mood: argh...would you be the one?

o9 o4 o9

2009-04-09T23:04:00.001+08:00

hi ppl....okies i gt nth much to write....i was slping late late late!....okies wadever some1 shld knw better...today wen to suntec its lunch time....then i had just noodles...my set was tempura soft shell crab+chawamushi set...then quite satisfying... then walked ard carrefour then bought 7.90 sushi...then wen to st. andrew's chapel to pick saga seeds i intend to pick up 69 actually is 70 but one dropped at home cant find...then i found a heart shaped saga seed...hee...

haha...then after tat i wen home then took some things out for dinner haha i even took fotos of my "ugly" food...LOL

haha its actually shishamo, chicken, spinach, herbal chicken soup and spring onion fried eggs...hahaha....i make a lot of effort doing....my dad go n say its ugly...but its still v nice lohrs....hee...then eaten my dinner lorhs...then....yah i still havent think of my role play...argh...i dun quite understand wad my classmate trying to say in the role play...LOL...hee...i printed out mine n my classmate's work tat shld b okies...hee...monday seeing my classmate family agn hee...okies hopefully mon will slack LOL....dream on....okies i gt to stop here...c wen free i post agn bye ppl!...

o9 o4 o9 thursday 11:o3pm mood: damn it!

o3 o4 o9

2009-04-03T20:50:00.001+08:00

hello ppl haha today i will let the pics do the talks...hee...eventually is a very quite satisfying lunch n so call dinner today okies hsort n sweet story...today met my daughter at civic center to deposit money then left 50 bucks for sakura..then i bu ren de my son near the 903 bus inter so i asked my daughter "is he the one?" then he saw both of us...i was lyk err okies..hahaha then we waited for bus then laugh laugh laugh lyk dunno wad shit...then took e bus to near RP there the sakura restaurant to have our lunch as well his hse was lyk super near anywhere else luhs..!!...then wait for quite sometime for the restaurant to open lyk dragging abt a few mins?...then my son was spraying a bit of his perfume in the air so i had the smell...still...then we paid n wen in...then lyk was tinking wad to eat so decided to eat wad we wanted hee...then we lyk saw everyone was leaving so we left the last one LOLS....then after tat my son went home he walked home n of cuz its super near then me n my daughter took the same bus bck to CWP then she waiting for her bf then pig was reached there quite early then i left 70+ in my bank lyk spending on his psp game 29.90, pasta mania 24+...then i was wanted to buy mp3 but i keep saying no its lyk an internal voice telling me not to buy i even gave up on my favorite tiramisu at crystal jade MyBread....so walk round n round the mall then i dun wish to go bck cuz lyk tis very rare for me to go out...nowadays...then my another daughter called me then i told her to tell one of my classmate tat we r going for the class outing but sadly its cancelled...then my silly daughter called n asked me where am i i say woodlands then frankly today was the collection of N level laminated certs n testimonials...haha but my ex classmate said was going on monday hopefully i dun get to c my enemies or wadever...hahah i wan to c wan lin freaking miss her lyk after graduating...hahah...then teachers too but i dunno wear home clothes or wad...i tink mostly is home wears?...haha...then she say will tell me agn...okies so tats it larhs...so the photos:

Goodbye ppl...=)

o3 o4 o9 friday o8:49pm mood: oh gosh!

24 o3 o9

2009-03-24T00:31:00.001+08:00

hi ppl agn...haha finally update my post...hmms ok recently too many things happened...lyk for ytd entire cell was betrayed by someone (i dun reveal who izit)...then we lyk making turns n wasting our time n petrol lyk joel, dan lyk this F guy was making traps for all of us please man! lyk we prayed for u n yet wad u do to us?! betrayed n lying to us?!...plz if u dun have frenz juz stop lying can?!...all of us dun lie lyk this?!...how cld u do this to all of us? i oreadi suspect that he was way lying to me ever since he said the "brain tumor" thingy!...

he was juz lying...no point of lying to us can? lyk he told me he had "brain tumor" and he din even showed me his medical report n i start to suspect him...lyk ppl fainted will get to b warded for a few days to further observations rite? but wad his trick was...fainted n can wake up agn for a few minutes? that was really a REAL joker of him...and me n dion was the "victim" almost i can say.

then ytd chatted wit dion lyk after i gt bck home frm nic's car first was samsul dropped at telok blangah then me n pig drop at the same stop the 145 bus stop then left caleb in the car i din knw he reached home at 11.30pm! tats real fast sia...so i went home changed n on comp...

then yah then today mummy called me abt the laptop thingy tat ah gong dunno heard frm who n almost all of them knew abt the laptop thing...then dion told me it will b sent to my hse tmr but i nt sure isit true or a false...but i din get happy too early then.

so if its a lie its a lie...bu yao gao xing de tai zao...then lunch met silly to sell her fone her fone smth wrong de...then after tat i went home i was super tired man...then i wen wit mom to her cleaning office to wait for her so-call boss n his wife...they're italians...cool huh...then my mom din really understands eng so i translate for her...ok quite gd at it...the baby quite cute luhs...

then nxt wk she shld b cleaning their hse...yupps so i shld b going...haha...okies....my son wen to mlysia i dunno wen he will come bck felt lyk asking him to go for friday TGIF...hope he wld go!...argh...i felt so betrayed! oh my!...hmm i going to reali saved up for KL trip in june...my son planned it...my mom approved!...YES!....argh nvms...i'll wait for tmr if reali nth comes i wan to kill him!...argh!...his parents nvr teach siol...lie muz lie until so real meh....

hope my son really come bck asap...hope i can invite more ppl to go i hope they dun mind abt it larhs...argh i always invite frenz but nt successful...haix...or nt smth might juz happen a wad happened ytd! shit him!...haix forget abt it...i going off then c wen free i post agn bye ppl!

25 o3 o9 tuesday 12:3oam mood: shut up!

17 o3 o9

2009-03-17T15:01:00.001+08:00

hi...its been a very long time posting here i rather b bz or schling but nw i resigned n concentrating on my studies...hmms...its true i cant cope wrk wit studies...haix..but i gt my frenz, spiritual families and phycial family i wld b happy luhs..i dunno where my silly daughter gone to?...hmms lyk some of them lost contact ba...then ok frankly speaking i am super duper tired lorhs i dun wna to tink abt anything~...

i will upload some photos wen im reali reali free...haha mostly r food ppics..hmms then planning to go out instead of chalet is cancelled....so ya have to juz normal outing...hopefully will b a gd n fun one luhs...haix...then i hope i could earn enough for the past 1 mth pluz...i've grown up i juz wan to do wad i suppose to do...i super bored nw in the library wit my son n daughter n my classmate...

then i dunno wad was happening lorhs...i was lyk ok i bring a fren to church then after a day he said he lyk me i was totally dunno wad he was trying to do n say abt this but i asked him a question 'i need reasons y u lyk me' he couldnt answer me at all totally NO... but almost every guy could nt asnwer my questions...but he insisted on asking me for a date...i was late but in the end few days ltr he asked for proposal but i rejected as i knw i was way too young to get married...

but for sure i still nt ready for relationships as too much broken relationship tat makes me more fear of having a new relationship...i juz dunno y?...then in the end we asked for nt contacting each other anymore ever agn...so frm tat day onwards he din contact or msged me...so i was v relief cuz he was too much then i tell mummy abt it then she oso strugglied n she knws hw i felt...

then sunday she followed me to vivo challenger to buy a thumbdrive 19.90 4gb...then i din realised that my membership expired then i no money...haix fine nvm...pay wen i gt paid...hmm i tink i'll stop here for lesson c wen free then post agn...bye!

17 o3 o9 tuesday o3:o9pm mood: madden!

19 o2 o9

2009-02-19T11:51:00.001+08:00

hi ppl its been a long time blogging here...cuz i was super bz with sch n wrk...almost everyday i wld b slping in the middle of the nite: 1.30am...but i used to it then...yah ok sunday seen suet for e last time she left to aus...gonna miss her...haha...everyone had a unbearfulness in heart as she oreadi left us last monday couldnt sent her off...but made a video juz for her quite funny samuel was dancing throughout a few minutes video...zzz...joanne sister cried...patted her head she patted bck too hw cute she is...haha...then fri n sat was super bz as vals day yah...i was super tired on these 2 days...but still gt nt enough slp anws...then i was having a super bad dream abt those guys in cell i juz couldnt knw wad exactly happen mayb i was too tired till i tink of other things n ppl?...okies nvm abt tat...then was asking J kor last week whether can help out on 1st march as going to get SBM stuff as selling on 5th...we had 7 ppl...haha...but frankly speaking teamwork is truly important i told them the consequences if they dun cooperate i have to kick them out de lorhs...wad to do?..then ytd silly daughter msged me a hilarious msged abt why chinese ppl shldnt have Christian name...i was laughing lyk one crazy sia....J kor was so gd he even agreed but nid to remind him abt it wen nearer dates...

hmm as i told S kor about some things this wad i said n asked him: "kor i wan to tell u smth but i very hard to say" he replied "wad izit? if u gt smth to share im here (smily emo icon)" i answered" i tink wen the time is rite then i say it cuz i dun wan to affect my studies" he replied"okay if you dun wan to share its ok" i answered"okay kor, but u wan to wait for the time to come?" he answered" np (smily emo icon)...then i was relieved bout this matter...i dun wan to say it rite nw cuz its too personal to say it here quite inconvienent...then chat wit him ard 12 plus then probably he was bz or anything...so i wen offline after tat i was v tired after wrk or sch i cant rmb wen i told him this? haha i super have STM its abt 48% of my memory is gone...but i was a super blur sotong...haha...ytd i wen to sent the same dish to the customer who oreadi ordered...then the customer said hw many times u wan to gve?...then i apologized...i was super blur n gong ytd lorhs...wad the hackies...

then ytd yong jin n me but wrked wit him for a few hrs he ate n left...he is v soft spoken but a gd person...then gordon gve rochers to some of us...then i havent eat it yet...haha...hmms sunday actually they planned to go skating after teen cell but they changed their plan to beach hopefully is at sentosa n sunny day all day...pray that it wld b a sunny day n i can get tanned btu nt fair skin!...i HATE fair skin...then ytd took trained home then 2 GAYISH ppl n a lady wen on board to the train then one of the guy wears lipsticks n OMG it was soooooo argh...so changed place instead...so i was lyk cant stand their actions lorhs...

then i reali have to go sch tmr to take photos frm hashies...and took newer photo i tink? hope tmr i juz ran away frm pig so i can get to go bck to juz do my project n ciaox...long time din go bck liao...i missed the CNY last month i was super bz so no time to go...i can go bck anytime anws...sec sch is better then pri sch cuz pri sch cant relai find the teachers who teach us anymore de lorhs...haix but sec sch is so much much better...hmms...if one day i going to leave them wad will their reactions will b? i want to travel alone...juz alone or my loved one...i duno dreams r reality or juz a imagination?

but i dun reali tink much i juz tink the way it is...dream is nt a sin but its a over fantasy imagination...i was scared wen dreams wld become a reality...i juz pray that everything wld b a nature cycle...i am too slpy for wad i am typing rite nw...i juz wan to have a gd rest...sat children's club! march vacation G12 conference....hope i can get a rest....n nvr wake up agn...

11:45am thursday

o5 o2 o9

2009-02-05T21:02:00.001+08:00

hihis...had a post today here haha...alrites my school is gd luhs had loads of laughter and my frenz were super humorous!...today had test on excel today i kind of super careless din read the questions properly! oh gosh...but i tried my very very best on doing my excel had too much revisions ytd...i was figuring out the Net Pay but i lyk had a feeling tat some voices told me to minus to get the answer...but the unlucky thing is i din change the formula until i printed out its too late!...

then after sch accompanied my classmate to tampines mall to collect her test tube she bought 3 of them haha...it looks super nice to me but i try nt to resist on buy unwanted stuff...oh yah Pasta Mania called me today...asked me tmr to collect uniform and i dun nid to had jabs again...i prayed tat i will get bck the job luhs...ytd i juz applied then my manager called me in the afternoon i was so shocked!...then my classmate heard then i was quite relieved and happy cuz i get bck the job i wan luhs...thanked God...one of my classmate said God bless You then i told her God always bless me! i was laughing...

then juz nw my another manager calle me for nxt week schedule:

monday : 6pm - 11pm

wednesday: 7pm - 11pm

friday: 6pm - 11pm

saturday: 6pm - 11pm

TGIS = Thanked God Its Sunday! i told them i dun wan work on sunday...haha...then i used up my ang pow money to buy a thing tat i wanted for long...then i got bck my SIM card but lazy to store all the numbers but only some i stored...hopefully i can get a C for my excel test ba...then 5th March i am selling sausage buns, desserts, drinks and cute lil wrappings in my sch for a project im the one who buy all the ingredients candies and mixes for the stall my mom will provide my grp wld have to pay all the expenses and cost is ard 200 plus...cuz of the canned drinks and cake mixes kernels corns...haha

hope those students will buy frm us then we will hit the profit of 300!...haha...then get extra marks for it haha...then my manager called n she asked me to smile...i can do it de!...hmms ok i shall stop here i prayed tat i can get my gadgets b4 june holidays!...i nid them for sch badly...ok see u guys miss ya!

Loves

Jacelyn Adriana

o3 o2 o9

2009-02-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

hello ppl long time din post

so dead man...hmms...i duno

wad to post oso hmms sch is

alrights nth much larhs

juz dun likes those san gu liu po

kpos ard okies bodoh!...keep asking

the same old question but anw slowly

they will b tired of asking it

kan nah sai larhs they all

then i juz tink they r singing

lalala ard lorhs...anws...kinda

miss my silly daughter loads alrhs

hope one day i will meet her tgt

go out haha...haix then for today

wasnt a very lucky day for me luhs

morning i tot i still saw my fone but

guess wad? its totally missing!

omg!...i prayed that my fone wld

be at my bed ltr!...then i keep finding

until i missed sch so decided to seek

doc instead ok had nose infection but

thanked God tat my ears are clean and

hopefully my ear wld b able to hear agn

hmms after seeking doc wen for brkfast

had meatballs porridge and raw fish wit

pig as he accompanied me to seek doc n

oso helping me to find my damn small fone

then came bck i slept until 4 plus then

take med the med taste gross but have to

take for a week then gt the cure on it...

then the nostril spray i seriously dun dare

to spray as i scared it will b hurt after spraying

so i decided nt to take th risk on spraying...sian

then i slp agn then asked pig to help me buy lunch

so had fried noodles without eggs veg n chicken wings

so wit the leftovers ytd...then very full cuz i oso drink

milk lorhs...i tink i ate the fone or threw the fone out

of the window...i dunno? hmms sad luhs skipped sch

today but i will catch up wit them de larhs i will pass

my exams de hopefully A's for my coming test on thurs

hahaa...tmr is the final revision liao i have to strive my

best on wrking hard n no slping alrights? haha okies had

been talking to my spiritual brothers and sisters

n i oreadi passed 2 cards to my bros haha they're

gd n super friendly ppl luhs...hah...no additional

details on them ok? i will put the pics real soon...

ok gtg bye readers gd day and happy lunar NIU yr =)

o3 o2 o9 tuesday 1o:45pm mood: sadded...i missed hims* **!

24 o1 o9

2009-01-24T18:06:00.000+08:00

hi ppl...haha had been busy with

sch then haha juz finished baking

my cookies for new yr i din expect

i made 5 plastic tins of cookies for

juz 2 medium packets of cookie mixes

haha...had been making since morning

i ate my brkfast almost lunch time hha

i still nt very hungry nw luhs ok abt ytd

hmms skipped PE lesson instead

of going to PE i was too lazy to run

I admitted ok? i only lyk to play not

run i hates running...then wen to sch

ard 11 plus as the cab stand was without

cabs?!? so a stranger in my sch asked

whether im going to sch a nt as can see

that she's running late oso luhs so i said

yah i was going to sch n im super late haha

then shared cab with her so she paid me

i tink is ard 3.20 to sch hah...so i had 9 bucks

left plus my bro gave me 50 for 4 Rochers

small broom with dustpan and insoles for my

heels then sweet potato vermicelli for steamboat

4 boxes chocolates + small broom with dustpan

cost 45.20 i gave exact amount haha...so i left

nt much money luhs the vermicelli only 2.50 at yue hua

so left 1.30!...haha...okies i had been taking cab since the

first day of sch this my total amount i spent almost $717.00

as i added 1 whole month this month...haha i overspent larhs!

for my food hmms 100 plus? i din reali calculate larhs i shld write

dwn hw much i spend...haha...i dunno y i always overspend my money

shyt me!...haha...then had CRN lesson haha...gt funny face expression

go this website and find out more : http://www.dotolearn.com/games/

then yah tats wad we shld show infront of the customers itself

then after tat SBM lesson wahh the teacher dunno y keep saying PCK!

haha...then while CRN our lesson gt try this thing out luhs

i had LLRR: im friendly honest but NAIVE! its the real me

im naive in some things luhs im truly friendly open to my

friends im quite a open person luhs honest oso quite a trustworthly

person i am larhs...then supposed to go bck to sch sch but haix

long story while going redhill to buy those stuffs i saw my classmate

and her bf...she's silly sia she had a cold but she forget and ate half

boiled eggs and cold milk...i asked her to drink hot drinks and plenty

of water haix she forget...haha...then yah thnx tat she accompanied me

to go for lesson late as she sacrifices her time juz for me thnks loads pal!

haha...then i was planning to go sch nxt monday as i finished at 12 plus lyk tat

nth wrong going there juz slack there to kill time then SBM lesson that cher

lyk told my grp to change the stall name i nsged my fren in the morning that

instead of "dreamland" changed to "food paradise" the cher say wad our name

sounds lyk we're selling beddings pillows and bolsters...then i was there say wad?!?

then i juz wen off the lecture room...shacks!...then i reached home ard 4 plus 5?

after changed i was packing the fridge it was overly too much stuffs in the fridge

i threw away 2 packets of vegetables the broccoli was full of water and the kale was

yellowish in color so threw it instead of keeping it....even the freezer i packed neat and

nice aha...im a house wife without a husband haha...i do anything if not happy i will juz

shout and get mad abt it luhs...then this morning wen wit mom to office for cleaning

then she accidentally broke the vase then she asked me buy tmr after service and cell

then headed off to alexandra ikea to buy my palm size vase lorhs hope tmr she can gve

extra money for me lorhs...haha i tmr wld b early for service as tmr i wld b waking up

early to help my mom to cook ba...tmr is eve of lunar new yr yupps..hmm hope tmr

service wld b a gd one lorhs...nw i lyk very lyk dunno hw to explain larhs lyk wan

go for more sharings in teen cell lorhs...dunno wad happen to me anyways...im

lyk tat of thoughts larhs...hmms i tink i gt nth much to post liao hmms if anyone

of u tat i din invite for blogs please inform me haha...byebye ppl...

24 o1 o9 saturday o6:o5pm mood: sian sian sian im waiting for the right Prince Charming =P

17 o1 o9

2009-01-17T21:51:00.001+08:00

hihi...din post for quite some time juz post abit

for the week aha...okies...had fever last week b4

and after i reached home and my tooth was freaking

hurt ok? then asked pig to cook dinner for my family

while i was napping until 9 plus...marvelous slp eh

then after he finished watching show abt 9pm he

went home eventually he doesnt wan to eat

then i ate a bit then watch news and gone to bed agn

ytd was inter-class telematch haha sat there for 2 1/2hrs?

then after tat was meeting june at outside dawson place

bus stop area so quickly getting out of the indoor sports hall

and tapped home...yah morning i ate brkfast with my classmate

haha...had 2 eggs 2 toasts and a iced milo for juz 2 bucks the eggs

are larger enough compared to outside kopitiam stall haha...then

wen to expo toilet to changed to home clothes then took train about

14 stops then reached redhill mrt station missed 64 bus so took 145

instead then reached called june then met her juz outside the bus stop

then we wen frm the main gate haha...then we tot security checks nid to

june's sch fees but unfortunately the person said tues or thurs then can

pay so quite disappointed larhs..so decided to find teachers to chat with

saw ms choong at first sight so asked her abt the N level results cert she said

either march or april we wld b informed to get our certs bck so probably i having

exams within this two months but i will still make it to take my results haha...

so my chn teacher was damn gd siol..bought both of us green tea canned

was a bit pai seh for letting her using her money to buy drinks for us

then chatted chatted maths teachers too haha...then saw my dearling haha

he* changed his* spec then lyk he* very rich lorhs copper brown white then black

siao sia he* colorful siol..but he* dun wear specs was the best luhs...then wen to his*

ncc training area to find him* chat chat then yah last time i wasnt very confidence

talking a lot to teachers larhs but nw im a changed person so muz b very confident

with myself communicating wit teachers and others too tats y i make frends by confidence

yeay...so planned few months ago tat i going bck for cny on fri so i dunno my own sch gt half

day celebration or smth...if sch doesnt have sch at all i can go wit home clothes again haha i

super lame sia...but still gt PE nxt fri! hope there will b no running! i hate running no more

running for me im tired of running! stop!...argh...then i can took photos with him* and my

sec 1 teacher she wasnt in sch ytd how sad it was! but i hope to c her nxt fri she too gd teacher

since sec 1 haha...of cuz my dearling oso the best luhs lovesloves!...we chatted abut half n hr?

then he* said gt meeting its at the library so din pulled too much of his* time then...simply loves

him*!...then he* said his* class gt one potentially wld b another "butter bulldog" in his* class which

is 1G NT class he* dropped frm 4I to 1G haha...but nvm he* gt his* sense of humor tats y i loves to

chat wit him* easy to communicate wad!...then after tat wen to redhill to have lunch then wen home

to cook dinner then at nite iwas nt really chatting much wit samuel as he said he was busy wit work so

i was going to bed so i said its ok to him i dun mind it at all by then then he said gd nitey to me wit a smile

emotions ahah...then wen to bed morning woke up then was going to childrens club but dad sort of helper

cuz my bro was waking up late so i helped for his groceries lorhs as well packed lunch home

then bought quite a few groceries lyk food? of cuz!..then packing cleaning the house until im

reali tired lyk siao lyk tat cleaning walls table chairs stool (antique stool outside cannt find anymore)

then rested then chat on the fone tired of it then helped my classmate to checked her flyer so i edited

her colors and add attractive pics on the flyer so the students will buy frm the kiosk of our stall setting

up in sch lyk profit was 300...hopefully we wld b able to make it beyond the profit haha then have check

email see was she sent to me haha...she asked me to print but my print was gone crazy...haix..but nvm still

gt tmr asked my bro to help me print out the flyer and the things she sent..haha...okies i'll stop by nw tmr have

to really gt up early for church service tmr aha c wen i free i blog agn gd bye readers!

17 o1 o9 saturday o9:5opm mood: toothache missed him* and him**!! muacks~

o9 o1 o9

2009-01-09T08:36:00.001+08:00

hi ppl....for the sake of silly daughter shall post smth a lil bah...

okies...din go sch ytd as i was not feeling well had bad flu and that

stupid hearing problem is back agn..so waited for pig to accompany

me to seek consultation at the family clinic i was the first there haha

lame sia...then the doc asked me to go back after 1 week to see whether

im recovered a nt larhs...then after tat gt a flu med and ear drops 25 bucks

after paying wen to c where gt cheaper hair cut then after that wen home

to rest then waited for mom to come bck as she wan to go have a hair cut

i juz layer my hair as i wan to keep the length...so i gt hair cut first luhs

then layered quite nice haha then my mom turn then after

that wen to have lunch had kway teow soup so as pig mom

had her mee pok soup haha...then morning i had porridge

wit pig after seeing doc then pig had his shredded chicken

porridge mine is minced meat and sliced meat then goes with

a plate of raw fish...i love it eten for so many yrs

yah i had hot milo during my brkfast and lunch

pig oso had his iced milo during brkfast and lunch

then after that wen to shop around to buy groceries

then wen sheng shiong buy vege toothbrush oreo

and some other things paid then wen off lorhs

then after that wen home took rest then had my

medicine b4 my dinner then had dinner cuz after

i had my med i felt very very hungry then i ate 2

bowls of rice o.o...then played a while of com

then wen to bed i suddenly felt tired so i quickly

wen to shut dwn my com then wen to bed and slp

lyk a log...i wen to bed quite early lorhs so tired

my teacher very funny sia scold ppl via sms sent

wrong person at first i din knw wad on earth she

scolding who sia...then she apologized to me then

say she clicked too fast that the wrong msg wasnt

intend for me larhs then i say its ok for 2 times!

haha nvm larhs mon sch oso...i havent even start

the project that teacher assigned us i tink most of

them din do the project haha...then today shld b

resting at home then tmr gt children's club! LOL

i a bit frustrated wen the kids din listen and din

pay full attention to wad mummy is teaching but

they lower primary teaching them english then my

mummy lyk a bit frustrated looking lyk tat...then

yah lorhs...sunday will b hanging out with them

for lunch then mayb after that go for netball?

haha...din excerise for quite long haha cuz last week

i missed cuz of the new bed haha so this sunday i muz

reali enjoy myself after cell hahaha...ok i'll stop here

for nw byebye readers c wen free then i post agn!

o9 o1 o9 friday 8:32am mood: sick lost my way his** and his* mine forever!!

o3 o1 o9

2009-01-03T00:13:00.001+08:00

hi hi my second post here hmm heard frm my classmate that some of my class guys were

be in my campus then she was lyk telling me what that girl said in her blog post la whether the girls dislike or hate me its her choice not me i juz tell my fren that God placed me this

campus and i will shine in this campus then she

told me jy knows i went to this campus then she thought i told him which sch i was going but while i was in that sch i din c them at all then her thought was lyk overly worst as she worried that i will get distracted, bullied, insulted or making fun of me that kind of thoughts was her mind at first i just frankly tell her wad i feel and thoughts lor...but i still quite a bit distracted after she said that to me i dunno hw they knw i was in this sch a bit lyk 偷听 or

people spread around saying which sch i was going blaa blaa blaa i dun care what they say about me i just want to prove them wrong and they still have the thoughts of me is a badly, attitude problem, ah lian girl in their eyes lyk i was thought y cant i get in this sch this sch is nt even their whosoever opened anyone can go to this sch...lyk as if the sch is their districted area for

me lyk tat but i still will pray to God that whatever things happen to me God is always by my side and help me to continue to do well in sch and studies for 1 yr in sch and will make better friends in sch lorhs...

p.s i was planning for bbq on 8 months ltr 19th saturday but i still not sure whether will it b successful a not haha 8 months still a long way haha i will keep a update on it when the date is near =)

hpoefully my first day of sch will b a new fresh life for me hee...haix my mom is talking abt her workplace a insane person saying bad about me it gives me pressure again =(....i dun find myself a bad girl or attitude problem at all...haix...i really felt very miserable ...my face din have words that says attitude girl ah lian all sorts of negative comments...but i willing to continue changing myself but nt many of them see my change in life ba...but i will still continue to grow in life and yah lor...so yah...thats my feeling i had to share...keep in prayer continuously and pastor too...gd nite =)

Loves,

Jacelyn♥

o3 o1 o9 saturday 12:o9am mood: miserable lose my way still waiting for Prince Charming provided by God!

o1 o1 o9

2009-01-01T18:35:00.001+08:00

hello happy new yr

everyone haha...ytd

was my most fun countdown

ok ytd was actually

was out for e whole

day long frm 7 plus

wen to my campus

to buy uniforms

phototaking

my fees was paid

by edusave deducted

frm my account(i mean dad)

then after finished

wen to take 31 to tampines

to go ikea to order beddings

and mattresses

b4 tat we ate at the food court

halal food court and i ate

halal yong tau foo my bro

ate mee rebus for 2.50 mine

is 3 bucks for 6 items

then dad ate 2 roti prata

for 2.20 with a small bowl

of curry and had bandung too

then wen to ikea not much

ppl there but their mattress

no stock so wen to alexandra

side to order the mattresses

for the bed as well

then we took 10 all e way

to kent ridge then took 33

to ikea then homed at 7 plus

then i quickly changed into

uniform sch uniform as the

theme of the party is

"occupation" so most

of the ppl wore uniforms haha

one of my fren he cant rmb

who i am so he tot for a while

then he knw who am i hahah

then yah waited for mummy

with grace and clarice outside

then cuz they gt leaders appreciation

congree so a bit late the place was quite

full luhs but gt our own church band?

haha ok...then we put

our stuff on top then wen dwn

for party then the first sight i saw

is i-know-who-you-don't-know-who

hhaha i will nvr tell here agn

then their activity first is Identity

Dan was on stage and he is a

professional gamer?!?!

i din even knw at all i was laughing

then praise and worship and thanksgiving

session lorhs some shared on stage wit fame!

then i cried while worship juz to cry out

my hurts and bad stuff in my heart luhs

then after the countdown

lots of balloons haha me and

i-know-who-you-don't-know-who

have this same fear of balloons!

he told me wen joel asked me

to blow and touch the balloons

i said i was afraid of balloons

then i-know-who-you-don't-know-who

said "i oso afraid of balloons" means blowing it

yah then he was more n more

nearer luhs i was juz behind him

gq played n knock his head with the

sticks! hahah gq hitted my head accidentally

haha he was behind me luhs

i was damn hot jumping

scared n hands getting cold

all nite long hahaha!

then i prepared my goals

and targets for this fruitful

yr luhs last yr was nt very fruitfulling

but this yr i muz try my best

of the list i listed below:

1. READ BIBLE EVERY NIGHT!

2. DON'T THINK TOO MUCH OF i-know-who-you-don't-know-who-

but-God-knows

3. PRAY MORE AND OF CAUSE PRAY FOR APOSTLE AND FAMILY

4. STUDY HARD IN NITEC!

5. WORK IF POSSIBLE!

6. STILL WAITING FOR PRINCE i-know-who-you-don't-know-who-

but-God-knows

7. GET GOOD GRADES AND GO HIGHER NITEC!

8. PRAY FOR MY OWN FAMILY

9. PRAY FOR ANYTHING~!

10. PRAY BEFORE I EAT!

ok these r the 10's!

hoohoo!

yah...my goals and target

for this yr i hope nxt yr i wld get

a new goals and target settings

in the yr ahead

then today mom had off days

today then wen to jurong point

in the first place then ate at hse

dwnstairs i had mee siam so as

my bro luhs my mom had mee rebus

then had green tea teh tarik and teh-o

then mom took her ic to singtel

cant tell e details

then after tat waited for mom

at lift then wen to take train to

boon lay then to the jurong point 2

my mom quite lyk it a lot

i tink while in the train

chatted then i asked her

can i baptist 3 yrs ltr then

her answer is this

that i lyk 3 min will give up

easily in church and God but

i told her i've been Christian

for almost 5 yrs but y i cant

get baptist and i was damn heartbroken

wen she gve me tat kind of answer she

promised me de lorhs but in the end

she gve me such an answer! haix

then my mood was totally

gone out of the sudden

then wen to fairprice to buy

cookie mix for cny in 3 weeks time

and corn for soup dunno wen

im going to cook it

then after tat walk ard then took

train to bugis as my bro wan to go singtel

then wen to the temple first

then i was telling my mom

y she say me as if i was nt hurt

at all then she tell me wad i make her

loose face ask her wad "wah u let ur daughter

go out at this kind of time ar" then i tell

my mom if she is harden enough to asked

them to shut their gaps their mouth is lyk

if their children wen out at 8 plus ppl say

their children c hw they feel lorhs

lyk i'm a jinx lyk tat lorhs even so

unfair even they have children they still

bad mouthing other ppl's kids alrite!

i hate it lorhs

but i ask tell her to ignored

these kind of ppl

then after tat wen topshop to

buy a jersey simple is a half sleeve

t-shirt haha bought for 23 bucks

then after tat wen to singtel

played wit iphone i wan to get

for my first pay i dunno luhs

haha...then it was raining then

wen home bought some dish

for tonite lorhs then my legs

is still hurting luhs cuz ytd was

out for e whole day 12 hrs...haha

ok i gonna stop here c wen free

i post agn bye readers!

o1 o1 o9 thursday 6:34pm mood: hurt miserable, where is my he* and he**??

29 12 o8

2008-12-28T22:23:00.001+08:00

im here for late nite post

ok today wen to service

then i was kinda tinking

too much for things in my

mind lorhs

dunno wad happen

just too many things

happen in life

i was half happy half was

quite disappointed

hmm i not really sure

if my campus have a prayer

group like for praying for studies

exams etc cuz i reali wish to go to

this group to seek for God's help

and seek for His presence in grace

really thanked Lord for results

course, school, family and slowly

financial lorhs i oso thanks for this

spiritual family its going to be 1 yr

in FC lorhs i reali very glad and happy

luhs and He change my life and attitudes

the old me had gone i have been more confidence

and a better me for 5 yrs since i received Christ

in primary 6 5 yrs very fast

as time flies...

nxt yr i will very packed

as i not sure whether i nid to go

retreats camps SOL 1&2?

yah as we oreadi combined cell

wit ah gong's so have to reali

communicate wit the guys luhs

but i was too quiet and din have

much initiative to talk to them

yah they very noisy today

zzz...then look entire church

photos then individual

tribe photos took a combined

cell after the guys tribe so gals

wore black their tribe is red

hahaha...they very zi siao siao de

hhaa...if gt the photo then i post

cuz the photo is nt wit me i dun

owned digi cam...

haha...ok i'll stop here c wen free

then post agn byebye!

29 12 o8 sunday 1o:2opm mood: sian sian...where is my he* and he**? i juz bump on him** during _ _ _ _ _ _ _!!